lirik lagu youth crisis - bulimic
[hook]
momma knows it’s somethin’ wrong in my head
she’s like, “what’s those dark lines on your legs?”
reminders of late nights in my bed
i was gettin’ high off a new “med”
i didn’t care about the consequence
the pain was the only thing that made sense
when i was a kid, i was well fed
would look inside the mirror, hate the other end
lost it all to still feel the same
but now i’m deathly terrified of gaining it again
my life is controlled by numbers on a screen
starve through thе week, binge then repеat
starve through the week, binge then repeat
hate myself more with every meal i eat
end up on my knees in front the toilet seat
[verse]
i’m insecure, and i’m weak
words from my father f~cked my self~esteem
when i bring it up, he don’t recall a thing
how the f~ck could anybody love me?
ain’t a single good trait i can see
b~tch said she do, but i don’t believe it
you like my attention, you don’t really mean it
every time that i see these scars
i’m reminded that i have a sickness
now i grapple with the aftermath
how i wish i never would’ve did it
i don’t say a word to my family
cause i know that they could never get it
“don’t you worry bout me, i’ma be okay”
what a lie it is that i’m living
[hook]
momma knows it’s somethin’ wrong in my head
she’s like, “what’s those dark lines on your legs?”
reminders of late nights in my bed
i was gettin’ high off a new “med”
i didn’t care about the consequence
the pain was the only thing that made sense
when i was a kid, i was well fed
would look inside the mirror, hate the other end
lost it all to still feel the same
but now i’m deathly terrified of gaining it again
my life is controlled by numbers on a screen
starve through the week, binge then repeat
starve through the week, binge then repeat
hate myself more with every meal i eat
end up on my knees in front the toilet seat
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