lirik lagu yba.xoxo - echo chambers
[verse 1]
i’m so problematic
can’t help but be sarcastic
and when my friends complain about it
i just call them hypocritic
but i just don’t want to admit it
and i don’t want to keep on living
cause i keep on lying when i say i’m fine
then i tell them to mind their own d~mn business
i feel like i’m drowning in my depression
drinking whiskey to cope with my regression
i treat my friends like nothing for no reason
other than i lack optimism
maybe it’d be best if i went missing
take the car and end up in sydney
cause maybe then i’d feel like i’ve got family
i’ll have people who actually carе about me
[chorus]
i’m breaking at the sеams in every scene
where it seems that i’m clean, but that’s just a dream
a dream where i feel like i’m finally seen
where i don’t go ghost and tear at the seams
i’ll cut myself free, cut myself, bleed
maybe that way, i’ll feel less lonely
maybe that way, i’ll let myself be
maybe that way, i’ll, maybe i’ll
[verse 2]
let myself go, give into the urges
let myself show that i’m bl~~dy worthless
i hate myself, so i’ll just regress
even though i’m happy with my progress
but i don’t know why i even bother
life feels so slow, i feel like i’m weathered
my life’s so low, i guess i’m just jaded
i should just go, i’ve finally been bested
my d~mn room is such a mess
but i’ll clean it when i’ve got rest
i feel like i’m such a pest
cause i won’t stop when i’m obsessed
with someone, even if they treat me like a no~one
so what? i’m broken and i never wanna know how
i can fix myself, breakdown, never come around
maybe if i die, i can rest six~feet underground
[bridge]
my thoughts are echoing
my heartbeat is slowing
i need to learn to take care of myself
cause everyday just feels like h~ll
and every day’s just another fall
another reason to take panadol
and overdose, go out on my own terms
cause maybe then life would’ve been worth it
[pre~chorus]
i don’t even know who i am
how can i call myself a man?
when i don’t even know how i feel?
everything’s starting to get way too real
all these late nights living in the past
thinking i could change things, but knowing i can’t
hating everything that i ever did
so i closed myself off and hid
[chorus]
i’m breaking at the seams in every scene
where it seems that i’m clean, but that’s just a dream
a dream where i feel like i’m finally seen
where i don’t go ghost and tear at the seams
cause that’s how it seems when everyone starts staring
maybe i’m a freak cause i started caring
i shouldn’t have done that, people now think i’m something
i hope they find out that i’m nothing
but a freak of nature that’s just filled with hatred
wasting my whole life just getting wasted
i just liked how the liquor tasted
now i think i got myself addicted
and i don’t think there’s a way to fix it
unless i get hooked on something different
like cutting myself to cope with existence
i don’t know why i’m putting up resistance
[verse 3]
i don’t know why i’m putting up with this
everything sucks, why won’t anyone listen?
i’m so emo, i’m making slits
in my own wrists, the blood is the kiss
that i’ve been waiting for
everything that my whole core is craving and more
i’m in love evermore, the bloods got me enthralled
my whole life’s such a bore, but this isn’t, oh lord
and i’ve been scaring myself, i’ve been scarring myself
i’ve been wishing in wells hoping to go to h~ll
i know that i’m unwell, making jokes that i fell
even though i couldn’t cause that implies i was well
but i never have been, and i never will be
i’ll never be happy, i’ll always be lonely
my friends all hate me, i get it, i’m edgy
but they don’t understand my questions
[outro]
i don’t even know who i am
how can i call myself a man?
when i don’t even know how i feel?
everything’s starting to get way too real
all these late nights living in the past
thinking i could change things, but knowing i can’t
hating everything that i ever did
so i closed myself off and hid
i don’t even know who i am
how can i call myself a man?
when i don’t even know how i feel?
everything’s starting to get way too real
all these late nights living in the past
thinking i could change things, but knowing i can’t
hating everything that i ever did
so i closed myself off and hid
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