
lirik lagu xzay - my family
my dad’s the real gangster, he made it out the hood
think you’d fully understand but you never really could
and how my grandpa was raised, never treated women good
that’s why, my uncle his age, still don’t know just what he’s doin’
i remember on the school bus, i learned about p~rn
it was a new way to escape, and my addiction was born
i was inside my grandmas house, it was the holiest place
sneaking around plotting on how to put it on a girls face
i met my ex the first time, i used the nickname of xzay
i acted like i was a player, i was really a lame
i wanted to touch on her body, never felt any shame
i took for granted all the chances that i had a real thing
i mourn my grandpa~in law, i wish i had never complained
i wish i spent more of my time with him, my mental was strained
he was a good man, he was righteous, put his faith in the lord
he was a preacher, a musician, was a man and much more
ayy
my family never lost their ties
no switching up exhausted lies
we care about each others flaws and sins
an optimist for us
our love was like a rusty chain
i couldn’t think of us the same
there’s so many wounds that never healed
that i can’t fix again
yeah
my grandma was a beautiful woman
wish i never made any jokes about her final moments
she wasn’t in the right mind, i know it must’ve felt so lonely
didn’t appreciate all the love and kindness she had shown me
i was a little rascal, i didn’t care, got home from school
i just went on with my day, said hey grandma, and thought that was cool
i was never in position, to empathize, i acted rude
and the truth is, i didn’t spend that time with her i needed to
she was there for me, she cared for me, it wasn’t charity
it wasn’t fair to be, anything but wholesome and sweet
she taught me how to count penny’s, use my manners, dress neat
develop standards, i learned to brandish my self esteem
her little fan, i loved my grandma, she was never mean
she went upstairs, i know that she tried to share her beliefs
but i was scared, responsibility, not in my being
now i just wish i could breathe in the same air she could breathe
ayy
my family never lost their ties
no switching up exhausted lies
we care about each others flaws and sins
an optimist for us
our love was like a rusty chain
i couldn’t think of us the same
there’s so many wounds that never healed
that i can’t fix again
hey great grandma
i wish i picked up your calls
i wish i told you how much i loved you
you changed how i saw
remember nights at your house
with my cousin
it was so fun
wanted the night to last forever
never gon’ see the sun
i know you suffered when i was going through it, acting numb
never asked you for any help
but i knew you would’ve come
i put my pride above your life
for that i should be condemned
i had a dream you said to follow mine
and learn to forgive
remember breakfast when i woke up
you feedin’ me too much
i was gettin’ chubby
but that’s just how you’d show love
you were such a great wife
i hope you lived a great life
i know that you’d be so proud
to see what’s goin’ on now
great grandma
i’m following my dreams
i’m proud of each and every flaw
it came right out your genes
you know i’m crazy, off the walls
i’ll keep your memory
forever in my mental halls
for you i’m taking care of mom
ayy
my family never lost their ties
no switching up exhausted lies
we care about each others flaws and sins
an optimist for us
our love was like a rusty chain
i couldn’t think of us the same
there’s so many wounds that never healed
that i can’t fix again
hey papa
it’s been a little bit
i’ve grown a bunch
it’d be like tada
i think of you when i need some support
my vision all wrong
i know you’re watchin’ down and tellin mom
to just keep on goin’
even when you couldn’t talk
you only told me i was the one
only had a daughter, bonded hard with your grandson
member drinkin’ soda, wasn’t ‘sposed to
you worked at school, how you waited to see me as a grown up
i still think about you as ernest, your goofy emotions
and you’ve always been present, your body gone but your spirit showin’
i’ve always felt like we’re one in the same, it’s just now i noticed
i love you and i know that you’d be so proud of how i’m growin’
there’s so much that i’d tell you, but your watching so now i’ll show ya
ayy
my family never lost their ties
no switching up exhausted lies
we care about each others flaws and sins
an optimist for us
our love was like a rusty chain
i couldn’t think of us the same
there’s so many wounds that never healed
that i can’t fix again
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