lirik lagu xo_willow - please leave me alone demo

[chorus]
i can’t sleep, i can’t dream
i’m stuck with hearing head screams
all the time, all i need
is a drug to k!ll me
if i’m stuck for a week
inside my bed, i think
i’ll give up, i wanna
choke, i might die, i’m a joke

[verse]
through time, i learned the fate
i know that i’ll be unheard
if i can’t try again
i know it’s not that bad
i feel loveless all the time
the memories i want behind
i used to know a winning streak
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