lirik lagu xiøn (xiondigital) - rearview
[verse 1]
made some bad decisions, my conscience said i’m tripping
i was drifting off the path, grinding gears, i wasn’t shifting
reality been hittin’, but i didn’t care to listen…
i burnt some bridges, crashed… people saying i been distant
lost in my thoughts, tryna balance the tones
emotions on e but the pressure full~blown
bill collectors calling, i just silence my phone
’cause the dreams cost more than the price i was shown
pitfalls and collisions, i was pr~ne to slip up
grandeur type ambitions, but the road ahead’s rough
gripping on the wheel, in them streets i had the steel
cops patrolling then i’d peel, but my foot’s on the clutch
actions of my past steady wearing me down
cause the crew i rocked with heavy ain’t no longer around
rose up out the rubble, bam~bam neighborhood sounds
cause my life ain’t worth the hustle if it ends from some rounds
[hook]
can’t drive straight if you stuck in the past
rearview’s clear but the pain still lasts
tried to forgive but i’m healing too slow
taking the long way wherever i go
[verse 2]
stress had me pressed, i was running on fumes
no more stashes of stacks i hid away in my shoes
when they ask for the rent i say “the check coming soon”
but that money been spent.. can’t vent, i’m losing my cool
used to dream of a loft, now it’s mold in the walls
tried to drown out the noise but it’s loud when it calls
if a tennant turned a menace, left the landlord dead and breathless
they would put me on a checklist, where my life becomes a deathwish
yeah.. that means no more reckless…
out here they got penalties
it ain’t worth the felony
if they do me in, will my kid even remember me?
i turn pain to melodies to let go of old tendencies
no more nights with hennessy
caught up on old memories
old friends turn to enemies
because of bitter jealousy
got with a girl who can’t even match my energy
now we ain’t together ’cause i know it wasn’t meant to be..
[hook]
can’t drive straight if you stuck in the past
rearview’s clear but the pain still lasts
tried to forgive but i’m healing too slow
taking the long way wherever i go
[verse 3]
another day, another dollar that i never collect
feelin’ stuck in the cycle, just the cause and effect
eyes heavy from the weight that i cannot deflect
tryna smile through the silence but i’m tight in the chest
i’ve been sleepin’ too much or i don’t sleep at all
mind racin’ in the dark like i’m bracin’ for falls
tryna answer to my doubts but they don’t take my calls
i just stare at the ceiling while my purpose dissolves
ain’t no blessings in the mail, had to get up and move
i was waitin’ on a sign, now i’m done with the clues
took some losses on the chin, had to tighten the screws
now it’s me vs. me, and i don’t plan to lose
had to own what i did, can’t keep playin’ it blind
i was stuck in my pain, now i’m takin’ what’s mine
ain’t no cheat codes here, just the grit and the grind
tryna build from the dirt with a disciplined mind
[hook]
can’t drive straight if you stuck in the past
rearview’s clear but the pain still lasts
tried to forgive but i’m healing too slow
taking the long way wherever i go
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