lirik lagu xiomara blackstock - obsessive cumpulsive disorder
[intro]
yo, i think there’s something seriously wrong with me
and i can’t tell you
like, i have these thoughts about getting raped by my p.e teacher
like this is a f~cking hentai
c’mon b~st~rd!
[verse 1]
blood and guts on the floor
burn your hands on the stove!
or slit your wrist about 10 times!
petitive activity
makes these thoughts leave me be!
i don’t have a moral compass
nor do i trust my better judgment!
i really need a therapist
my brain needs some special assist
and i see myself awaiting trial
these thoughts are sick
i’m immoral
give my boyfriend’s dad some oral!
i’m a good person
i swear on it
i would never do this sh~t
rituals will stop the bad thoughts
cut my boyfriend’s p~n~s head off!
my therapist sent me away
away to guantanamo bay
she said i’m totally insane
she said i’m totally insane!
[chorus]
oh, oh, oh, oh~oh!
what is going on in my brain!
[speaking]
(“what the f~ck is wrong with her?”)
why can’t no one understand me!
(“you’re a f~cking rapist!”)
i can’t control what’s in my f~cking head!
i’m a victim of my own mind!
(i want to murder and k!ll a pregnant lady)
i feel like i’m f~cking trapped in my own mind!
i feel like my own f~cking brain is raping me
[chorus]
oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh~oh!
oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh~oh!
[verse 2]
to stop this h~ll i must create
an inner world i can escape
it’s in my mind and it will take me
to a place that’s nice and safe
me and my man are on a date
we went to a breakfast café
and suddenly, i start to think
what if i just p~ssed in his face?
no, that is not the godd~mn plot (yes it is)
why can’t my mind stay on plot? (‘cause you like it)
i’m trying to erase this part
stop replaying that f~cking part!
i’m tired of this f~cking day
my mind keeps forcing me to play (don’t put this on me!)
i need to be sent far away (you do!)
away to guantanamo bay
because these thoughts won’t go away
no matter what i do or say
(what is going on in my brain!)
it’s literally the end of the song (yeah, no sh~t sherlock)
do i not get to understand what is wrong? (can somebody please tell me what the f~ck is wrong with me?)
i open the diagnosis papers from my doctors and see
that i definitely have ocd?
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