lirik lagu xcoryx - almost lost my life taking pills
[hook]
yeah
and i don’t hate my life, i hate that i ain’t ever happy
i hate the fact i overthink things that didn’t happen
i hate the fact i give my all but ain’t getting back
and lately i’ve been feeling like it’s really f~ck rapping
cause i love making music truth be told that it won’t pay these bills
and everything i say on beats is what is really real
like all them times that i told you loss it what i feel
i still remember when i almost lost my life taking pills
[verse: 1]
smoking weed, taking pills that ain’t prescribed to me
i’m glad i never let you meet thе other side of me
thеy say write about the pain i feel inside of me
but how if i feel nothing how would i even describe this sh~t
i’m always faking smiles like i’m happy but it f~cking hurts
i got a heart that’s full of love with pain i don’t deserve
and i’d be lying if i told you that i know my worth
cause i could care less if i’m even on this earth
[verse: 2]
i just feel so d~mn alone, i feel like no one understands me
depression trapping in everything i know i can be
i guess that’s a sign, a sign that i just can’t be happy
i just hope i find some peace because i’m getting close to snapping
d~mn
i’m more in tune with music than i am my own feelings
it’s like the only time i write is when i’m in my feelings
yeah, and i hope that you can feel it
i write about my pain because i’m scared that my own head will k!ll me
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