
lirik lagu xatokai - substance abuse
[intro]
i need to break another 50 again
ughhhhh, f~ck
sh~t mad annoying, n~gga, i need f~cking money, bro
[?]
[verse 1]
i used to say that substances were things that used to save me
i didn’t think in 5 years they would sneak up and betray me, i’m a f~cking idiot for not thinking they would betray me
and now i’m in the gutter asking random people to come and pay me
“someone save me” is what i’m saying in my head, but i should really worry bout what imma call my f~ckin’ bed tonight
i’m not alright, i’m tired and i’m going through withdrawals
no, i don’t think i can take it, imma shoot up in some public stalls
[bridge]
looking at the stars when i’m drinking on my 45
my pockets empty and i don’t know if imma survive
my tummy screaming, i hope i can find some grub tonight
allеy fire, hope i’ll be alright, living through substancе abuse
[verse 2]
i’m saying that i’m f~cking up my mental, but the damage that i did to my body is detrimental
treat my body like a rental, know the pain is exponential, but i’m not gonna stop it because i love when i feel disassembled (uh)
my lungs look like some slices of some moldy swiss cheese, like b~tch, please
i’m smoking every day until my lungs bleed
i’m eating moldy burgers from a dumpster of a wendy’s
you know i’ll rob a n~gga for a quarter and some pennies
i hope that i can find another blanket cause i’m freezing
i don’t know why i’m still breathing but i gotta find a sense of easing
i keep repeating, repeating, like all the same sh~t
just wish that i could get ahead again and start another one up
[verse 3]
i carry needles and some call it unspeakable
i feel like a seagull when i’m off the white and the reefer, i’m flying
there’s no denying imma meet with the reaper if i keep doing what i’m doing
i don’t care, because i love getting faded
feel like a n~gga really globally hated
feel like i’m animated, cause this life don’t feel real
got no meals, i haven’t eaten in like 6 days, but might be on the come~up if you walk around me with some sick j’s
i don’t got a job no more, i used all of my sick days, but i’m not worried cause my spotify poppin’
i’m just playing, you know a n~gga get like, no plays
i’m really f~cking broke and i’m a junkie, i just wish that i could replay
i’ll do anything for a quick buck, and if you against me i promise you it’s just some sh~t luck
i’m living on the street but it’s not hard to get my d~ck sucked, just wishing it was easier to shut this f~cking b~tch up after i cum
she was manic, so she wouldn’t stop taking after i’m done, but dont wanna run, cause she’s in my spot
under the little bridge, the best spot on the block, and i really don’t wanna lose her, she might end up getting f~cking shot
[outro]
bow~bow~bow~bow
haung~haung~haung
i~ i actually don’t own a weapon
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