
lirik lagu xania monet - miscarriage blues
[verse 1]
never got to hold you close
never heard your laugh, never watched you grow
but from the second i knew you were there
i dreamed of your face, your smile, your hair
i talked to you every night
rubbed my belly, held on tight
made promises i planned to keep
but life had other plans for me
and now i sit here with empty hands
feeling like i’ll never understand
how something so loved could slip away
like a whisper that couldn’t stay
[chorus]
these are my miscarriage blues
singing to a life i had to lose
they don’t talk ’bout this kind of grief
like i ain’t a mother if it was brief
i blame my body, blame the air
blame god sometimes, then say a prayer
i carry love that never bloomed
now i carry pain that fills the room
[verse 2]
they say, “you’re young,” they say, “try again”
but they don’t know where my heart’s been
i bought clothes i never got to use
i had names i never got to choose
i felt the shift, i knew the day
when silence took your place
and now i walk with guilt and grace
tryna find the words for your sp~ce
i loved you real, i loved you whole
you mattered deep, you had a soul
i still light candles, still say your name
even if no one else feels the same
you were mine, you still are
even from the furthest star
[chorus]
these are my miscarriage blues
for the life i never got to choose
they treat it like it don’t count
but i lost a world i built around
i smile outside, cry in the dark
still talk to you from this broken heart
they may forget, but i refuse
you lived in me, you were my truth
[outro]
sleep tight, my baby
mama’s still there
even if the world
pretends you weren’t real
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