lirik lagu wifiskeleton - so goddamn pathetic and i hate myself

[intro]
why am i so d~mn pathetic?

[verse]
and every life that i lived has been so pathetic
i don’t even have a soul, don’t know where my head is
and i kinda wanna die every f~cking second (i hate myself)
cs:go in my room, f~ckin’ shoot me in my head
with an awp, shawty, ’cause i’m better off dead
and i know you want him instead
but i don’t give a f~ck when i’m off my meds
such a schizo’ f~ck, tie me to my bed

[outro]
i hate myself