lirik lagu violetta - happy fathers day
i know that i’m distant, i’m just lonely and that sh~t gets alarming
cause i’m loved, but feel unlovable im laura palmer
i hear the owls way louder then the prayers
my blue rose in a body bag in the flushing bay area
it’s hard to not forget where you come from when those couch convos seemed to make all the difference
pops am i forgiven?
you raised a white flag, but its fine as man, you a dad sh~t its basically your job to f~cking hurt my feelings
yeah i mean it
sorry to your mom
but love is just a feeling
you were left, cause she had to get the bag
left you 3rd world hungry, every month a little cash
and sh~t i understand…
16 year man, had food all on the table but no~one to tell your plans
intelligent and stressed, with your brain inside your chest
the foundations were provided, but the love was indirect
now look at me
and look at you
you know what i see?
talking to myself, as a coping mechanism
im atheist, you atheist
this family got nothing to believe in
the fire be deceiving
the awkward conversations we avoiding, be the fireman, the one thats soul feeding
the 10 foot demon, with a swan for a head
came and whispered to my girl and mom
and said…
please don’t leave me
i don’t wanna be him
and i wanna see him
but love is just a feeling
ain’t nothing to believe in
love where’d you go, i don’t want to see you leaving
despair knocked the door and then i saw her screaming
love isn’t enough when you born beyond healing
rice gets cold and lonely in the bowl while we shooting shots
dinner with my fam put a gun holster on my top
lights off at 10 but im passing out at 2
reading sh~tty subtitles from the ghosts my joys abused
up late textin, when we know this love is fake
uptight stressing, next morning feeling played
4 hours, nailing down my eyelids, mom could tell
but our vocal chords too fried to talk about it till we yell
scramble out the car, regretabbly slam the door
the uninspired biweekly monologue strikes once more
one second im talking to my pops to goodspeed you
the other im crackin jokes, my pain entertains the crew…
paint my life through verses, teacher put it down in numbers, tryna force my ass to learn it, brother im not really from here
broken ac blows me hours of unfullfillment
art teachers tellin 30 kids the same way to be different
i know that i am distant
its hard to not forget where you come from when those couch convos seemed to make the difference
pops am i forgiven?
between the pent up anger, the grief, the music, the loving, life looking so unamusing
i’m just lonely, and that sh~t gets confusing
cause im loved, but feel unlovable cause i can’t explain myself
alright wake up
yall want me to explain myself?
i dont love people as much as i say it
the people that say im honest, are the ones im betraying
hiding my lies in metaphors, a mask im displaying
f~ck violetta, this is daniel, real, honest, and naked
11 years old, daily brawls on the pavement, always an observer, too girly to be playing
dead daddy anger, heart vacant, misplaced it
knocked that kid down till his face met the pavement
repeatedly banging, till his nose cracked and caved in
he never came back, n0body ever heard from him
dead daddy anger, heart vacant misplaced it
14 hit
i wish i could say it was better
i got f~cked up 2 years prior, assaulted, i didn’t know any better
in a bear suit texting didn’t get it together
shining insecurities, i knew and understood
took a dead f~cking homie to—
theres a point in life where you gon learn to hurt women
to all the fatherless young men, heres something i wish i heard, please listen
women way smarter and their hearts way harder
stop making excuses, you are just a bad person
starting up schematics, soon to be a sociopath
hurt b~tches, no remorse, soon there is no coming back
wish i could say the truth, but there is no coming back
i am bad person, sometimes, i lie a lot
women way smarter and their hearts way harder
treat b~tches like your mom
forgive f~ckers like your father
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