lirik lagu vanixest - find me alone, part 2
once again i’m inside my mind
unsure of what i was thinking
a race against the time
every day my heart is beating
i know to her i lied
to her i lied bout’ my feelings
truth is i’m dead inside
it feel like i have no meaning
i feel this way because
people can be so deceiving
they swear they’ll be by your side
but they always end up leaving
it leaves me traumatized
i guess that makes me a weakling
for how i feel inside
i put the blame on my demons
so come find me all alone
for in my head i reside
until the day that i die
i swear that i’ll be alright
i’m saying this
to keep you up to date
for jesus sake
i put my f~cking trust in her
hope my heart she does not break
my head is f~cking twisted
lost and jumps around in every way
contemplate my suicide
bout’ each and every f~cking day
hard to stay awake
cause i don’t wanna be here on this earth
but my life has a purpose
if i leave then i would be a jerk
to all of those around me
who find peace within my music
so i’ll stay and fight this fight
until the devil f~cking toothless
this war this fight i’m in
i swear i won’t lose it
this war this fight i’m in
i swear i won’t lose it
so what makes me human?
my skin?
my body?
cause it sure as h~ll isn’t my mind
my mind makes me feel like a monster
trapped inside of a cage
that cage being earth
i remember she asked me
“why is it you do the things that you do?”
“it’s like your only goal in what you do
is to hurt me
to break my heart”
but it’s quite the opposite
the mental pain i inflicted on both of us
is to not hurt you
but me
self destruction is the only way i feel
human
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