lirik lagu unknown artist - crying dude raps about dead mother

there’s not enough drugs in this world to wipe my freckin past away

but if feels like just yesterday when i found out my mom just p-ssed away

so much i still have to say but i p-ssed up my only shot

should of showed you i loved you but i was too busy smoking pot

to busy starting fights and arguments and breaking rules
hanging out with the wrong group of people cause i thought it made me cool

now i know i was a fool sorry being such a jerk
and now your dead and i can’t take any of it back and now it makes it so much worse

i just wanna be able to wake up in the morning and pretend it doesn’t hurt

on the day you died i wondered why the h-ll you had to go to work

cause if you didn’t you’d still be alive i’d be able to sleep at night

why the h-ll would god take me from this planet and leave me behind

you love me, bents?, monica ,stacey and my d-mn brother

it bothers me knowing my children are never gonna meet there grandmother

i just wanna cry actually i wanna die cause the day you p-ssed away i bottled up all inside

couple days ago was mother’s day but you weren’t here to celebrate

they say the day you die you always make it to a better place

that may be true but without you i don’t know how i’ll make it through

you always said you loved me but i never said the same to you

chorus:

circles & cycles and seasons
for everything there’s always reason
but it’s never good
never turns out as it should

and now i lay awake in remember? what you did for me

if god is really how is any of this cr-p ment to be

i loved you so much and now i’ll never be able to tell you that

just to see your face again i’ll go to frickn h-ll and back
but i know your never coming back

i wish i had my mother back
your the only reason that i’m breathing your only reason why i wanna rap

everybody wanna try and be able to hold me back and keep me on the ground

they say god real but i keep looking and he’s not around
ain’t no body gonna be able to save me i can’t save my fricken self

need some major help cause i don’t wanna burn inside the flames of h-ll

everything you do in life has gotta be for something right think i need to go to bed and deal with the pain another night

i don’t even wanna right but i gotta be able to go with the pain

someone to save h-ll with a broke heart but i have a broken brain

i just wanna walk away but i’ve got a lot to say but i feel like i’m better off dead or put in jail locked away

chorus (unknown)

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