lirik lagu undefined lunar aura - absence
your ginger ale sitting in my fridge
your hand~made lamp shade at my bedside while i sleep
the notes you wrote me scattered all over my house
receipts of your presence
fragments of you selfishly belonging
to the place that hurt you most
this house is a prison
that i let swallow you
this body is fake
this soul soaked in poison
leaving you longing for the promise
of a calm after the storm
i am guilty
of turning the other cheek
hanging my head in the dark
when you needed my light most
my guilt does not feel likе my right
i should have known
if i really cared
if i rеally listened
if i really loved
we could have been happy
i took an innocent person
and selfishly broke you down past bone
i took a vibrant soul
and blacked you out without second thought
i chose bottles
i chose lies
i chose hiding
i chose hurt
and i’m left with nothing but regret
there’s nothing i wouldn’t trade to start over again
to be the person i was supposed to be
to give you anything
to love you
even for one single hug
to feel your gaze in my heart
to hear those three simple words
i would give my life
if i knew that i wouldn’t hurt you again
but i can’t put you through that again
it’s too late
and you’ve moved on
you will live a better life without me
you will dream again
you will laugh again
you will live again
and i will hold back my tears for you
i will watch as you find your happiness without me
with a heart full of regret
and a soul full of pain
longing for my choices back
for this to all be a nightmare
and to wake up in your arms
the warm glow of the sun
illuminating your face
the warm embrace of your body
enveloping me
keeping me safe
if only i had done the same to you
if only i had been the slightest bit of the person you were to me
if only i returned your beauty
your care
your help
your love
my love
[outro]
i hope my absence brings you the peace that my presence never could
i hope my absence brings you the peace that my presence never could
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