lirik lagu umbra_666 - bottled up
[chorus]
i been bottled up for some time now
i’ve been trapped in my mind
and i can’t escape yet
it’s not gonna be too long
by the time you help me, i will be gone
i been bottled up for some time now
i’ve been trapped in my mind
and i can’t escape yet
it’s not gonna be too long
by the time you help me, i will be gone
[verse 1]
i just asked for help and then they left
i really hope that i collapse every time i take a brеath
b~tch, i haven’t been outside
and my room is just a mess
and my social lifе’s been f~cked
yeah, you couldn’t ask for less
half my friends are underground
and the rest, they f~cking hate me
and i wanna k!ll the motherf~cker who had raped me
i just f~cking drown myself in others guilt
so i don’t feel alive
i keep going, don’t know why
because i just wanna die
don’t motherf~cking talk to me
’cuz now i’m your problem
they are leaving one by one
and now i can’t stop them
i can’t keep my focus off my motherf~cking pain
and you only listen to the music
don’t care what i’m sayin’
[chorus]
i been bottled up for some time now
i’ve been trapped in my mind
and i can’t escape yet
it’s not gonna be too long
[verse 2]
and i’m begging, don’t internalize your thoughts
‘cuz if you do, you’ll end like me
and leave your brains out in a lot
i’m holding on for all my friends
and my family, it’s all i got
i got descriptions in my head
for all the ways i wanna rot
i can’t be sad in peace ‘cuz everyone relies on me
and if they have feelings, then they cry on me
and if they see i’m fine, then they lie on me
and they don’t see my body
and my soul f~ckin’ die in me
‘cuz the world revolves around them
and i gotta feel it quietly
[verse 3]
but i can’t fight back
‘cuz if i do, then it’s always my fault
i don’t look out the window for the view
i look at it to fall
and they question all my morals
but i couldn’t care at all
now you’re talking to the vivian
that wants to k!ll them all
‘cuz when i scream, i’m the shadow that remains
‘cuz the umbra that you jump to’s my embodiment of pain
‘cuz the person that is yelling is my constant f~cking rage
‘cuz the vivian that’s soft always speaks in f~cking vain
but both of us will take the blame
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