lirik lagu tyze nitro - smoke city interlude
[produced by tyze nitro]
[verse]
moved in to luton and finchley and cricklewood in council housing, i’ve seen it all
clock has spinning so fast lately must be going nauseous, i ain’t got time to pause
n~ggas die everyday, babies born everyday
you hear screams in deaths and in hospital wards
talked to my plug about going on holidays
big him up, gave me a ounce on my birthday
why we still trying if n~ggas dividing and fighting, then fight till they dying
i ain’t even lying i’m sick of it
the beef is big they got the whole farm to the slaughterhouse
the npk tryna get rid of em
vest under hoodies, no rest on christmas or hanukkah
we still live regardless of religion
betting i make past 25, laughs before candles blown cuz i’m still alive
[verse 2]
the revolution is the genocide, black on black murder
gang members arms purple, left or right exercised
complex on the enterprise, i said all that on when it’s dark
what was said was a lie, obviously
hard work gets the hard cash
hard lock on a hard safe, hide the stash
hard world i’m saying in hard words
before i self destruct, what the f~ck?
made it to 15, what about ten years?
i can be gone like silicon valley’s tenure, or maybe 5 years or maybe in one year
i don’t know but if i go
imma go by me as a psycho
[spoken word]
or it could be me, it could be nothing
aight, lemme say something
i dunno it’s just that
the shadows of guilt stay strapped to my heels
they crawl in my sleep and the proof’s in the baggage under my eyes buried deep
shame’s in the mirror, too loud to ignore
every day’s a rerun and change don’t answer the door
redemption feels rigged, i did too much dirt
left too many bleeding, too many bonds hurt
tried to repair, but the tools broke in my hands, and the words in my throat turn to smoke where i stand
i’m scared of the silence, i’m scared of the void cause left to myself, i’m a self~made destroyer
my prayers drip regret, talk to gods i betrayed
but grace feels like a myth when your souls been frayed
eyes fillings buckets, cuz the thoughts of the gashes of pain
need bandages but my hands can’t reach the helps
and rightfully so
i succumb in silence cuz my whole worlds blown
i turn pain to power but chances of thrones is losing my grip with hands and that’s fair
i was to f~cking stupid but that isn’t a cliff to jump over the wounded souls
i’d leap in despair
my regret is clear of the tears i weep
i see shame written in the salt of tears of agony that i almost everyday release
the ghost i call revenge is in my sleep
and i awaken from slumber i’m still deep
i provide nothing but embarrassment to my piers
and i’m tired of sinning
i despise who the f~ck i is or who i became
nah f~ck it
all i’m left is tears and bucket, with shattered pieces of my broken self
all i am is a box of regret
you know how i said it could be something
well i know one thing
is that i’m nothing
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