lirik lagu ty hawke - freestyle #2
yeah
i would usually sth-ll you not to bring up past memories
because that’s not something that’s easy to breathe over, easy to thieve
som-something easy to think about
i was so (attempts to say appalled)
i was so appalled
when you kick me out that hurt
why’d you choose
him over me
i understand you had many kids with him but i can’t breathe
i didn’t know where to go or what to do or where to stay or who to see
you are my mum, you are still
i love you but that doesn’t accept the reason you took this away from me
i didn’t feel safe
i didn’t feel clear
i didn’t feel like you were the one for me
you dealt, my, i
you made me feel, so misplaced
you picked him over me
i see some reasons why’d you be like that
why, how could you see
what it’s like to be me
why couldn’t, you see that
he was scary from the start
he hurt me and hurt my heart and hurt my feelings
i have something to tell you
when he would call me names
i wrote them in my skin with a razor blade
the scars are still there now
i’m not looking for your pity
i’m not looking for your pain or anything
i want you to know that this isn’t in vain
this is too clear
this is too here
this is for you to understand what i went through
let me be clear, i did some wrong
you did too and so did he
so did our
problems, out of our interests, intersected
i want to explain to you, that isn’t what i meant
let me be clear again this time
he was ’bout three times older than me
he was scary, he was drunk, he was a fool and so was i
but that’s not something to start
i was alone without anywhere to go
i have nowhere i have no one
i was so lost
i went from, everything being done for me, for me to tryna, find out where to sleep
i had no clue on how to make food
i didn’t know what to do
a lovely family took me in, treated me as their own
and that wasn’t anything
you didn’t care, i love them
i love you but that doesn’t excuse the things you did to me
mum and megan, you are the ones
alive mean
you say you did everything in my best interests
i don’t know how that worked
please tell me one day that that isn’t today that isn’t to say
we can’t still be friends we can’t make it to the end
[outro]
it’s the end
you broke me down and that’s not okay
i didn’t like myself at all
there’s nothing more to say
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