lirik lagu trillxxa - dependency
at night i lie awake
wish all my bones would break
i know i’ve gone insane
from all this endless pain
i open up my veins
to peer through senseless rage
i hope i die today
won’t see the light of day
i hate what i became
i hate that i have played
all of your wretched games
feign for your wicked gaze
that made my heart just break
the day you left replays
i’m weighed down by these chains
that i allowed on me
i triеd to eat today
just to regurgitate
just picturing your facе
my mind has been enslaved
can’t find no help today
the clouds have brought me rain
i walk alone in place
move on my that’s what they say
i tried it’s all in vein
the stress won’t dissipate
it’s blurring all the lanes
that’ll lead me out of this place
i have become a wraith
just tiptoeing through shade
i let my will just break
will someone end my days
at night i lie awake
wish all my bones would break
i know i’ve gone insane
from all this endless pain
i open up my veins
to peer through senseless rage
i hope i die today
won’t see the light of day
i hate what i became
i hate that i have played
all of your wretched games
feign for your wicked gaze
that made my heart just break
the day you left replays
i’m weighed down by these chains
that i allowed on me
this codependency
will lead me to the grave
i pray and pray for grace
but i can’t find a thing
you were my fiancé
i let the hole just gape
the putrid fungus grew so much
i watch it eat away
i’m screaming out your name
your placing blame on me
you are my ecstasy
addicted to you
i’m ashamed to say
feeling misused
as my soul gets raped
alone in the cold
and i’m led astray
break down my will
and i spiral away
down in the depths as
i’m praying for death
i’m a mess
every time that i slept
i’m assaulted by
all of our memories
don’t know
what’s wrong with my brain
haunted by everything
nothing is feeling the same
the labyrinth grows everyday
why am i stuck in this maze
how do i end all this pain
why must i live on enslaved
who do i call now that you’re away
what must i say to elaborate
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