lirik lagu trick james - suicide letter 2
[trick james]
[verse 1]
b-tch i’m almost 21, i thought i would be famous by now
but i’m poppin pills and crying in my bas-m-nt right now (well f-ck it)
i hate myself, i hate my life, i wanna end my life and if i die today i hope my momma know it’s out of spite
kept my n-ggas close, i used to keep this b-tches closer but these b-tches broke my heart, my heart is cold just like my shoulder
all i wanted was your love, you left me standing in the rain
it’s been a year, you’re still the same
you live your live without no shame
b-tch i f-cking hate you, and i hope you know that
i’m in a drop-top bumpin grumpy ville, yeah that’s that throwback
[…] til’ i get my bro back
and if i ever […] i’d never come back
cause all these b-tches f-cking shady, everybody every baby
had to cut the lean and pills cause all it did was made me lazy
put my sidechick in the back because my glocky riding shawty
pray my ex is of by herself couldn’t see her with somebody yeah…
[verse 2]
i did 60 in the freeway just to get to your house
and you ain’t even had no bed, we had to sleep on your couch
can’t belive you’d ever told me we’d be better as friends cause i’d go to h-ll and back for you and do it again
spent 300 on some shoes so i could feel like somebody but i’m still riding by myself cause i dont f-ck with n0body
and now i’m thinking and drinking, you let me fall of the deep end and now i guess it’s all f-cking sad that me and vicitor ain’t f-cking speaking
tables turn and bridges burn, you live your life and you learn
i slit my wrist and pray to god that one day you’ll return
i know you’re sick of me crying, i know you’re sick of me trying
you know i’m smiling on the outside but my insides is dying
love is where in life it changing, nothing lasts, people change
you hate youself i hate you too, so deep inside we’re the same
but if i die, i pray to god, you’ll remember my name
i’m of the drugs, i’m speeding fast, i’m tryna stay in my lane
i can’t belive i ever try to write a suicide letter, it’s been a year, i’m still the same and i ain’t doin’ much better
but i can’t help how i’m feeling, i’m tryna deal with my feelings so all i do is get depressed and sit and stare at the ceiling
[outro]
oh my god, my life is over, what the f-ck ima do
she used to tell me that she love me and i thought it was true
you know i want to k!ll myself, i know you don’t know what to do
but i can’t even hurt myself cause i’d worry about you
that’s what i’m talking about
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