lirik lagu tony mike - robin
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i don’t even know where the f-ck to start with you, after this i want no parts of you/
i’m forgiving you even though it’s hard to do, i’ma let it go cuz god wants me to
so much hatred in my heart, i was raised in the dark, you’d kick me out i’d stay in the park/
raise the bar, my face has a scar, let’s just say you made your mark
take it back to ’92, i was 5 trying to make a life with you/
you’d leave me alone every night trying to find a dude, you would come back fighting i’d side with you
he’d take off then i’d hide from you, when cps showed up, i’d lie for you/
just get it right is all i try to do, when life wasn’t right i wouldn’t cry to you
all alone in a foster home, too young to understand what’s going on/
i had no concerns with going home, sarah (redacted) was my only mom
long sleeves covered up the accidents and the slash on wrists from past events/ my back’s against the wall i cannot take it all i never asked for this
but i wasn’t an addict then, you just had my sis and her daddy split/
you f-cked every man in madison, but i didn’t know how good i had it then
on a school night she’s squalwing again, you wouldn’t wake up had to crawl in her crib/
give her a bottle and sh-t, all of that sh-t, i’m raising your kid i was only ten!
you went and had more children, but it was me that would babysit ’em/
at school i was missing in attendance, disciplined with after-school detention
i come home late , so you start your b-tchin, 3 kids starving in the kitchen/
not to mention in school suspension for the homework i didn’t get finished
and my lyrics were well written, so i attended a rap audition/
spittin wicked, about to win it, i advanced twice in the compet-tion
but you insisted that i miss it, made me go to a job just to quit it/
i never existed as a kid when you had me living within this prison
and the child abuse continued (ohhh), everyone pretended they didn’t know/ navy blue ribbon pinned on my clothes, your men would come, your men would go
fast forward a few years you didn’t miss much, a few suicide attempts but i’ve been a drunk/
alcoholic since 10 i’m not giving up, i moved out of h-ll i’ma live it up!
you made me move back cuz you was getting beat, but i only came back for my siblings see/
you let him kick me out on christmas eve, sitting in the freezing rain twistin a swisher sweet
no one gets our history, pieces missing that’s a mystery/
still existing in my memory, but i’m not as gifted as my sister see
i got split personalities, get this person outta me/
twist the ends until i drift into the galaxy
i begin loosing count of the, prob-lems that’s surrounding me/
pretend it will end, and then whims of reality
listen to the sounds of the, fists coming down on me/
cleanse my sins, yeah, hit the sh-t out of me!
forget just grounding me, another attempt at drowning me/
and you don’t have friends because “they hate being arounda me”
and where the f-ck is your daddy at? if he wanted you back he’d have your -ss/
if you want to leave so bad then pack your bags, b-tch get a maxipad with your ragging -ss
and where the f-ck is my paxil at? make an ‘exit bag’ and i’m off to h-ll/
for god so loved the world that he makes you burn if you decide to off yourself!
and i bet there’s someone out there that wants children, but just can’t have any/
who took a look at you and asked god why the h-ll he gave your -ss plenty
look at all the bullsh-t i’ve been through, ever since you got pregnant with you know who/
your -ss is coo coo so he flew the coop, so f-ck that motherf-cker and f-ck you too!
i ain’t apologizing for sh-t! got a bottle within my grip/
got a pen and pencil with a sick instrumental, i’ll spit about a mental b-tch!
what kind of mother puts her child in jail? felony charges, but i posted bail/
i beat the charges and i’m living well, but won’t stop getting you back till we’re both in h-ll! f-ck you!
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