lirik lagu tomgoonery - the virus
my lungs ache, and i can’t even breathe
i’m young; this ain’t how i envisioned it’d be
but since i was already dying, the virus only brought me closer to death
it’s the drugs and my lousy decisions that got me into this mess
but i’m gasping for air, and i can’t even move
i’m a f~ckin’ vegetable that gotta pee from a tube
i can’t taste food, that’s my only comfort
can’t bust a nut, that’s the real bummer
all my nutrition is coming from a f~ckin’ iv
just a week ago, i’d never thought this the place that i’d be
can’t lift a finger without it hurting my veins, i’m going insane
please put a bullet into my brain
can’t even move enough to k!ll myself
i need escape, not some mental help
i’ve been brainstorming all the ways that i can get to my death
the only way to die is by holding my breath
but when i try, the oxygen warning goes off and next thing you know, i’m on a ventilator
man, i done cried so many times, wishing to die, this is my note, when i have the courage, i’ma send it later
and where the f~ck is god? right, i don’t believe in him
i don’t even understand what people see in him
if he was real, he’d save me
but he’s not. or he’s weak, evil, or just f~ckin’ lazy
either that, or i’m not worthy
all the sins i’ve committed knowing that i would die early
maybe this is what i deserve
i’ma die and go to h~ll, and that’s the sentence i’ll serve
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