lirik lagu tom orlando - gospel
[verse 1]
its been a rough bringing
but i went through what i had to so i could become the man i am
family trauma mixed in heartbreak, drug aroma
how bout that one time that i tried inducing on a coma
its like a lesson learned
every time im going through the hardships of my lives i end up feeling cold as ice
deep inside its like the soul just put out all the light
took my last breath pleading but its all in spite
[chorus]
no matter how i try to live im always frowned upon
i try to do the right thing but its always wrong
but still im holding on
trynna find my way
i keep on moving through the storm
but now im losing hope
feeling all alone
wishing for support
but now its getting harder since i lost my sense of trust
now im feeling lost
no longer holding on
waiting for the end to come so i see it all
gone
[verse 2]
i gave in to the negativity
crazy how i let it get the best of me
guess you can call it anxiety
all just depriving me
of how happy i could of been
or thats the way it seems
i think i kinda like the negativity i have
let me explain a little further so you can comprehend
it kinda gives me a reason to be relevant to my friends again
and get them to cherish me with events im dealing with
and it f-cks me up cause i dont wanna be like that
i wanna be in control of all the thoughts that i have
but i
keep making all these excuses
all just holding me back from the progress i coulda made
thinking that its fate
but now i see the logic on the other side
realizing that the problem was my sudden pride
now im
working on the ego
moving forward i go
heading to the road of positivity
[chorus]
no matter how i try to live im always frowned upon
trying to learn the right thing but im kinda wrong
but still im holding on
slowly find my way
i keep on moving through the storm
slowly gaining hope
feeling kinda grown
supporting on my own
but now its getting harder since i lost the sense of i
now im feeling lost
no longer holding on
waiting for the end to come so i see it gone
[bridge]
man
f-ck that negativity
positivity in my bones
family friends and a girl at home
got it all locked down
able to help my momma
able to help the fam
i never had this type of income
now it all just flowing in
want to help the homeless
want to help charity
start a new foundation
the wish i could foundation
know ill make a difference
know ill help the fight
time to get to work
we starting off tonight
its been a rough bringing
but i went through what i had to so i could become the man i am
family trauma mixed in heartbreak, negativity
how bout that one time i blamed it on anxiety
its like a lesson learned
everytime im going through the hardships of my life i end up feeling bold and hype
deep inside its like the soul ignited all the light
took a deep breath fighting cause i know its right
[chorus]
no matter how i try to live im always happy now
finally learned the right thing no longer ever wrong
now im holding on
finally found my way
i keep on moving through the storm
always high on hope
feeling fully grown
supporting on my own
no longer hard since i have found myself
no longer feelin lost
now holding on
waiting for the end to come so i can finally soar
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