lirik lagu tokentooken - ginga
[verse 1]
i’ve always been a perfectionist
but i’m feeling that i might change this
always been lonely but yet who knows
someone might come for the me i show
and know
since i express everything, that’s my best image
show who i truly am, and the pain i’ve been in
before was saying “i’m fine” to run from trauma
but after this is released, pain i won’t stop ya
since questioning is sure to show when i show my true self
been proud of the fact i can get over things without help
it feels nice to be human unlike quote unquote “humans”
i always lived, hoping i’ll get all i want from music
i’m good
my life is how i want to live and no one can stop that
so i’m not as~xual, i’m just me and i’m not black
i’m white and i won’t pretend or act cool or hide myself
i’ll just sit down, write truth’s, produce, and then record and tell
and i still somewhat hate myself, but that’s just my mindset
i’ve seen worldly problems and still i don’t really mind it
since i need to work on myself, but i don’t have to rush
i’ve had fear, it’s still here, but i want change so i push
and hopefully that ending position doesn’t scare me
since i do feel fear and i’m weak, always. and too caring
about every little thing, and every little person
though i’ve learned that inside little ones there’s a bigger version
of themselves they need to uproot, i think i may have found it
ambitions were flying high in the past, now they’re grounded
like… i had like such motivations and now i just want to survive and live a happy life my way. i don’t care what anyone tells me, i’m doing it how i want to
[verse 2]
i know this will get no attention and no one will ever listen
but can you please understand what i’m saying, since that’s one big missing
piece, of ones mind. to never listen and never care about others
and just listen to the stupid, no meaning ass songs about lovers
sorry i got a lil unwounded there, i have a lot of anger
and i’ve found that frustration holds me back and doesn’t cause change or
really anything, this is how i’m self sabotaging, i’m well
i’m fine with every reminder of trauma being a living h~ll
i’m fine with being a perfectionist
im fine with being a perfectionist, call my mom “ma’am” more than mom
it’s just me, reaching for forgiveness from my actions dropped like a bomb
but i’m fine, rather be overworking than to show little disrespect
religion isn’t everything that matters, life ain’t god, i don’t need it
especially when it just brings more pain, from people with their sh~t minds
and christians will be like “oh you hate us when we were nice to your kind?”
yes, of course i hate you, since your views are so, so very blinded
don’t follow every word willingly, have some independence, finding
people that hate and see me sinful are nowadays so easy to find
like god why are most christian’s so blind and so easy to mold or bind
for their lifestyle?
[chorus]
i’m not fully fine and i’m fine with that
i’m not full of pride, that’s how i should act
see some improvement, thinking that’s a fact
i had some regrets, and i’m fine with that
i’m satisfied now, i’m satisfied now
i’m satisfied now, i’m satisfied
i’ve taken sh~t and it seems i’ve survived
i’ve bended perspectives, was seen as blind
i’m just token, i’m fine and satisfied
i’m
alive?
Lirik lagu lainnya:
- lirik lagu porsche boy - sustak boy
- lirik lagu lollia - call me beep me!
- lirik lagu jem and the holograms & britta phillips - glitter & gold (reimagined)
- lirik lagu emma topping - self-interogation
- lirik lagu interive - far gone
- lirik lagu funeruuu - awwal pantat
- lirik lagu goldenboy countup - dog shit
- lirik lagu ye ali - wrong way
- lirik lagu swanmortuus - голоса (voices)
- lirik lagu iseast - ลีลาวดี (leelawadee) (plumeria)