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lirik lagu tokentooken - bitterswiiit relatiiins

bittersweet relations
[verse 1]
i care too much about others, their problems hurting me
they keep me not lonely, i’m a pessimistic being
though, so i don’t know how to help them i just watch and see
what will become of them and i need them and they need me
they need support to not die but they don’t ask for some, meaning
i need to be there and make them feel loved so we’re a team
since i need to not feel lonely, they’re a great friend bliss a thing
when we’rе friends, i feel important and can express how i don’t seem
my truth so complеx, so different from my image everyone’s seen
we can both relate, except he doesn’t care if people will be mean
i just hope he can care for himself, cares too much for me, he’s seen
way too much, hates himself, l~st destroyed the slate that was clean
he never talks about it, i know the truth, can’t fix that thing
i can tell he has pain and grief, a longing to get by, fiends
always bullying him he has bigger problems

[verse 2]
other problems causing me grief because i care
since i know their sadness and how change is a scare
action comes from enough desperation in their
soul and heart, though care they show to others is not fair
their life need’s some too, pain give’s motivation that’s what i’ve found out
to stop what you know is wrong and maybe just talk about
the true things to repent and know the pure side and go the route
to what you need and want, for yourself, i hope he does it now
i want to see him happy since he deserves that after all
i want to see myself happy as well but maybe i should stall
and help the one who helps me more than i have if he can haul
his load of problems onto the floor, i’ll try my best to fix all
of them
if he’s up for it
don’t have much friends hurt badly but a lot share a theme

[verse 3]
so many, see them walking by
one want, just wanting to survive
authentic as possible in life
quite weak, living with no fright
since people appeal to the not right
aka, leech humor, desperate socialism or always picking fights
spirits lost seem to lose their might
when they see the world gives love
to the ones who fake and take flight
duck pleasures, bliss can be rough
you get authenticity but your never authentic
it’s always too addicting spirits never mending

[break]
nah
i can’t keep writing about others
it’s about me
and this time i think i’ll be actually strong
face fear
through one word about me that i’ve been hiding
i’m gay

[verse 4]
i’m a sensitive, lazy, gay, white kid who wants to be loved
thinking i’m pure because i know the bad and don’t be tough
never satisfied of the world’s fun, thinking it’s not enough
i’m not enough, it’s not enough, me and my lil work stuff
i don’t feel strong, though i admitted that i’m gay 4 lines ago
i want to dig deeper but it’s hard to express, not to show
since no one cares, maybe i want them to care, i don’t know
it’s a bittersweet feeling, they’ll know the true me but i’ll explode
if my antic~p~tion of queer questioning from what i’ve shown
becomes true, and if came out to all friends one’s anger may be honed
since of their religion love, pain already in my dome
our social status may fall, petrified to where i’m stone
playing a game once, h0m~phobes in the chat
gay people are just people so i fought back
texted to religious friend hoping he’d have my back
on the situation, read out a bible verse which he thinks was fact
the religion holding back how he truly should act
or maybe my old bully at my old school may find out and spread hate about me
always a puppet to his social rule glad he’s not anymore around me
june 1st texted the group chat “happy no ~‘s month” astounding
i remember all these past experiences so now it’s sounding
off my radars so i’ll avoid him then get peace to be amounting to
nothing
[break 2]
that’s the problem with being a christian when your gay
and your put into a christian school with people taught terrible things
the next day

[verse 5]
my religious friend just texted back
apparently fine that i’m like that
maybe he’s changed how he acts
or “it’s gods decision”’s where he’s at
my bestest friend is still stuck there struggling
stuck for so long that its likely numbing
hurts to see people who are actively tumbling
at least he sees it bad, but yet saying it’s nothing
when it comes to me, i think i am improving
since the right path i’m choosing
vulnerable, rather than losing
spirit, put grief in my music
works better than ego boosting
since there’s no repercussions, amusing
how a bad start grows into beauty
but only if people are using
that same mindset
since its all perspective
and people may not view vulnerability as beauty
they may view it instead as a lost cause of a person or what could have been what the people wanted
life is perspective
[outro]
everyone treats religion as the highest thing in their life. but when different perspectives are thrown in you may view religion as a corrupt prospect rather than the thing you need to live by

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