lirik lagu thecitizen - june
[verse]
i got a boyfriend who love me and some friends i wish that didn’t
wish i’d f~ck it and go ghost, but they wouldn’t look if i went missin
i’ve been reminiscin bout myself and what i had envisioned
in my future no precision, why does everything feel shifted?
i can’t stomach looking different, wish i could escape these visions
no one look at me so when i look at you it makes me sick
wish i was skinny, wasn’t thick, wish i was thin or maybe bricked
and i’m a kid, i shouldn’t have to overthink with these decisions
know i’m gifted, know i’m blessed to be the best that’s in the room
but is it true if i’m the best and no one else is winning too?
should i keep grinding for years and pouring soul into the music
in these tunes? f~cking wasting all my talent for the small amount of views
sh~t, my mental health got better, but i’m ruined
if i can’t get out this loop of making music i’ll feel doomed
always having to express myself and cry to stay afloat
and then i hide it til it goes and bottles up for no more room
sh~t, we acting like it matters, how we think and what’s the move
for more stability, but still n0body notices that i’m not in the room
i’m a broken soul, can’t take it anymore
how is it pride if i’m enslaved and i have shackles on the floor?
my brothers asking for the least and people acting like it’s more
they know what they deserve, i can’t believe we fighting anymore
i should be thankful for my s~x and for my love, but now i’m torn
cause how the whole world want to put my family into war?
people think it’s cause we bored or wanna rape and cause a portal
of insanity and sin to channel every other horror
while these boys are suicidal and these kids don’t feel important
and these girls who can’t do nothing but believe they really wh0res
i can’t believe we going through when people years ago would call it stupid
i blame us as a population instead of shooting down a generation of people
i never cared about your loot, envious because you ruined what we know
what we bloomed, what consumed
what other people i loved don’t understand the f~cking mood
don’t seem to notice i’m just a different dude
different blunts passed in rotation to give a dose and ruin
parts of acceptance i had understanding i’m gender~fluid
[outro]
i don’t want my body, my peace of mind has been confiscated
rapists and endangered places in my life, i’m stuck in loops
thought that i’d have something to educate people legislating
but it’s just the time of year, where people say they care but really cruel
june
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