lirik lagu the self destruction was just a coping mechanism - luvaster
chorus
maybe this the last time you gon hear my voice
voices in my head they keeping me so annoyed
the past couple years spent filling up every void
fill another cup, turnin up wit my boys
pre chorus
i feel like metallica, i seek and destroy
looking in the mirror, i’m the target, no decoy
tell my b~tch ass mama i ain’t still that lil boy
im a grown lil man off a xan ready to shoot up heroin until im dead
put a bullet in my head
carve my flesh, call me aster tha pumpkin, bl~~dy skin from tha ink of tha pen on tha final love letter that she wrote me, type tha note, im chokin, told tha b~tch to blow me
chorus
maybe this the last time you gon hear my voice
voices in my head they keeping me so annoyed
the past couple years spent filling up every void
fill another cup, turnin up wit my boys
verse 1
with my one last gasping breath
i tell her my only wish
bury me where my uncle fished
it ain’t been tha same since tha main ones left
bridge
why u coming to me for advice, im always tryna take my life, im self destructive toxic hoes and amphetamines my greatest vice
jeff hardy at victory road off tha codeine mixed in my sprite
im tha white obama, lobotomized llama high as a kite
i’ve been in my head again, ive been craving medicine, all tha times i joked about death now it’s rly serious
depression delirious, no oxy im furious, in my mama med cabinet asking where the perky went
can’t tell if i love the b~tch, too depressed and withering, whispers in the wind or my head, can’t even tell which
too concerned with losing grip aint realize i already did, aster bathed in nitrogen, dissolved all my rotted skin
chorus
maybe this the last time you gon hear my voice
voices in my head they keeping me so annoyed
the past couple years spent filling up every void
fill another cup, turnin up wit my boys
verse 2
aster got a problem, aster at the bottom, aster f~ckin up he got a lot of empty bottles
aster luv narcotics, aster luv influence, whether it’s the drugs or listenin to music
aster finna lose it
the self destruction as a coping mechanism left my wrist slit and i think the best fix a pill sniff
chorus
maybe this the last time you gon hear my voice
voices in my head they keeping me so annoyed
the past couple years spent filling up every void
fill another cup, turnin up wit my boys
verse 3
i say i forgive you
but i don’t
hope when i die you
feel the worst
you tha one who led to asters decomposing corpse in the morgue, never love a stupid f~ckin wh0re
pre chorus
i feel like metallica, i seek and destroy
looking in the mirror, i’m the target, no decoy
tell my b~tch ass mama i ain’t still that lil boy
im a grown lil man off a xan ready to shoot up heroin until im dead
chorus
maybe this the last time you gon hear my voice
voices in my head they keeping me so annoyed
the past couple years spent filling up every void
fill another cup, turnin up wit my boys
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