lirik lagu the real gp - sober thoughts
(intro: the gp)
the devils are dancing around me
trying to sleep so asleep that i’m counting
gotta breathe deep but i’m screaming and shouting
how can i rest when the demons surround
how can i rest when the demons surround
(verse 1: the gp)
i’m still searching for a deeper meaning
and i’m made of demons
i’m not even sleeping i’m just wake and beaming
but my mom told me to try deeper breathing
sick of feelings creeping
it ain’t easy speaking cause i’m reaching a peak
and i need to release from the path that i’m seeking
my heart beat faster it’s hard to relieve it
cause i’m asking the demons
and i’m asking the reason
the path that i’m seeking is hard and deceiving
and i’m faster to believe i won’t last for a week
so i’m asking to leave i’m an end to the garden of eden
cut my heart into pieces
and it’s hard to believe but i’m passing the grass and i’m starting to fiend it
now i’m looking in the mirror but i’m scared of that
don’t recognize a kid who’d be staring back
i’m sick of sipping on the syrup but my head is trapped
and i’m sitting in the blizzard of the meds i rack
i was ripping off the billy’s heavy pack
so i’m slipping in my mission like the man in black
i went to h~ll and back
(course)
i’m tired of telling you i’m alright
just trying to tell myself i’m alright
cause i’ve been out of it for a fortnight
and at the end i hope i’m alright
i’m tired of telling you i’m alright
just tryna tell myself i’m alright
yeah i’ve been out of it for a fortnight
and at the end i hope i’m alright
(verse 2: the gp)
forgive all my sins i confess them
i learn all my lessons from turning a mess
and i’m nervous and stressed and i work to suppress them
i’m over depression and sober regression
i’m closer to ending and drowning in medicine
doubting myself as i’m downing them sedatives
i’m out and i’m medicine
ain’t proud of decisions i made in the past
so i pull out the scissors i blaze in the dark
nervous and scared there’s hate in my heart
so i’m burning those bridges i break them apart
and i’m cursing the system and snakes in the grass
they were fake from the start
earning them riches i’m making a start
but man f~ck all these snakes they were fake from the start
(course)
i’m tired of telling you i’m alright
just trying to tell myself i’m alright
cause i’ve been out of it for a fortnight
and at the end i hope i’m alright
i’m tired of telling you i’m alright
just tryna tell myself i’m alright
yeah i’ve been out of it for a fortnight
and at the end i hope i’m alright
(outro: the gp)
i’m trying to fit in but i’m anxious
sipping the liquor i’m wasted
slipping my mission i’m faded
risking a little to make it
still trying to figure out sh~t but i hate it
little bit bitter my mind is a matrix
still trying to figure out sh~t but i hate it
yeah i hate it
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