lirik lagu the kronik 969 - fighting with myself
the sudden change in the wind that new smell in the air
i wonder where have i been as i check if i’m clear
most of the time misunderstood rest of the time i ain’t even heard
like a ghost i keep on wandering like i’m lost inside this h-ll on earth
hear me out when i’m speaking d-mn it listen to what i have to say
i’m gifted is what they say when i’m living in a curse that never breaks
i’m losing it i’m tired now my conscience is being wired now
my heart feels like a god d-mn rock
which is constantly being hammered down
sick of caring for you people i’ve lost my youth in giving sh-t
now i’ma do what i have to do to get to my goals and leave your sh-t
i’ve made myself brick by brick my consistency cemented it
i’m hated more than i’ve ever been loved
i’ve spent my time understanding this
i’ve been at the rock bottom twice or thrice i can’t recall
but i got back on my feet again after every fall like a concrete wall
i don’t grab my b-lls when i rap
cuz i don’t feel a need to show you that
you can know that when you learn more facts
about the life i’ve had in my past
no i don’t relax i’ma f-cked up man
i’ve bled more times than you’ve been cut
i’ve cried in the nights for whom i’ve hurt
i hate myself for what i’ve done
so many times i tried to end this life that felt like a freaking curse
somehow i made it alive every time i thought i’ve end my world
i’m not a g i’ma simple man but i’ll f-ck u up if you f-ck with me
i’ve lost it all and still i’m here don’t try to test your luck with me
i’m peaceful till you p-ss me off but when i get p-ssed i f-ck things up
i don’t wait for karma i become your karma to f-ck u up
i hear those voices echoing in my ears all the time
i see them things that you don’t see i talk to them inside my mind
i’m trying so hard to stay within the border line of sanity
i’m losing a part of me every day as i try to live this tragedy
then i light up a cigarette, breathe out the fire
knowing it will k!ll me, guess that’s what i desire
i’m fighting with myself, every day n night, i’m in a war
i’m tired now but it’s not over so i’m trying my best to win for all
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