
lirik lagu taqexs - lessons and blessings
[ chorus ]
she moved out my mind fo’ some distance
she moved out my sight, she erased all existence
them moments don’t need a witness
she whispered goodbye, so quiet, it went ‘ver my conscience like business
yuh
[ refrain ]
i was lost until you, (yuh)
i was lost until you…
sh~t was loss until you
[ verse 1]
ay
this sh~t been dyin’ with me lately
weight of it silent, but i been cryin’ on it daily
my life foldin’ under statements you ain’t sayin’
i hope there’s somethin’ heavy on your heart that still ain’t decayin’
like, i spit sh~t for you, truth in ‘еm achin’
but people ‘round you should really havе nothin’ to say, and that’s sacred
‘me? i’m just proud you did it your way, you ain’t fake it
and the weekend here, you started it right even when you halfway make it
it’s true i feared, appalled and empty inside i was naked
i grew anxious knowing it was dangerous
this feeling so famous it hurt so much it felt painless
i confessed, this love for you which i digress
i know im a mess, but i was told to play it slow like a game of chess
live for today, plan for tomorrow
party tonight, numb the sorrow
dyin’ to meet your girls that you said might follow
if they the ones that tell you you do right , that’s hollow
i remember one night you hit me, said chu had a funny feelin’
but whatever you been dealin’ wit, werren’ revealin’
i tried to pry ‘er mind open, but he closed every ceilin’
still, panic crept out in his tone, that chillin’ feelin’
said, hey, i knew you since last year, i ain’t never asked you for nothin’
never begged when life hit, never leaned on discussion
i bore the weight of my sins, every repercussion
i know you warned me, but that sh~t was in my blood, i couldn’t outrun it
told me, “send love to your mama, in case i never get to say it
i won’t forget them weekends i’d crash at your place and fake it
talkin’ ‘bout us… how you knew somethin’ was off, but didn’t name it
she was drownin’ in some pain and played brave, but couldn’t explain it
and deep thoughts been floodin’ my chest
like how you gon’ be honest with others if you ain’t honest with yourself?
that’s the coldest kind of stealth, wearin’ peace like a belt
when the war inside still fightin’ and screamin’ out for help
would take years to unpeel what i suppress in layers
the fear that if you saw it all, you’d pack and disappear
i still flinch from empty chairs and still blink tears
from the father that ain’t show, and the homies that ain’t here
i be breakin’ it down, thinkin’ maybe you feel the same
but we don’t talk, just blame, and shrug, and deflect the pain
what if you feel stuck, but you smile so you don’t cause waves?
what if i just don’t got the range to read between what you ain’t say?
or you might be hurt, might be ghostin’ through your day
might be thinking “he don’t see me” every time you walk away
might be bottlin’ some rage, tryna bloom inside a cage
and i’m sittin’ here guessin’ all your thoughts like i’m the sage
and maybe i’m wrong, maybe i’m deeply wrong, maybe you chillin’
maybe you whole, maybe it’s me who’s scared of feelin’
maybe i overthink, maybe i’m projectin’ what i be dealin’
maybe you never broke, and it’s just me that need healin’
but what if she was never the one to me?
what if i only wanted love when it ran from me?
what if i’m drawn to pain ‘cause peace don’t punish me?
what if she was just a mirror, and i fell in love with what’s under me?
and maybe she don’t hate me, she just tired of how i function
tryna build a home inside a head that’s full of assumptions
i been lovin’ like a curse, not a comfort
tellin’ her i’m safe, when i’m the one she need to run from
[ chorus ]
she moved out my mind fo’ some distance
she moved out my sight, she erased all existence
them moments don’t need a witness
she whispered goodbye, so quiet, it went ‘ver my conscience like business
yuh
[ refrain ]
i was lost until you, (yuh)
i was lost until you…
sh~t was loss until you
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