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lirik lagu taethatboul - suicidal thoughts part 2

verse: waking up in the morning we all have a purpose making stuff then the yawning yall may grab a verse and then listen or maybe not, bored laying plopped nothing different but my shady opps and since my gang got dropped above this spit i pour a flaming jot of hanging thoughts pray to god still affiliated with dangerous gangs and all, enough blood and bodies to prolly paint a wall, but, you leave a man alone you get stuck in these mind games still suicidal but soon i picked up a piece of the mind frame, see the wall called my surroundings just keep my peace away it eat away the people i found and renowned they teached me straight up how to be wrong i reflected in songs my dad smoked so dang much i used to cough up a storm he caught cancer it felt planned cause my granny passed the community just like america tearing up because of gas or soul food, so many diabetics momma told you the kind of mind that chase don’t teach they just some followers, that’s why a king bee dont exist, you just acknowledge them, self importance you see is everywhere on they calendars, a queen bee makes a statement and lead since you allow them to, that separates greed chaser from powerful cause they know they tough, that’s why when a queen around a king bee dont be showing up, and lately i been trying to become like the queen, despite my scene of lies from tongue, i guide my t~~th cause speaking something that’s not me is denying my being that’s why god makes us choose who we be to prove our freedom, start following trends to cope with yo wallowing spend of time bottling in emotions stiff broken nod yo head and cry, knowing your hopeless and full throttling in society when it all depends who you got as a friend to save yo pride, put on a facade and then you divide into two guys one tell truth one tell lies, one sells proof one sells sides, i looked at my phone and then saw a demon look in my eyes, right behind maybe it makes these bad thoughts in my rhymes, see, we all have demons that’ll try to reside, my dads house got the alcohol in em, with witchcraft, and pride, all and all, it’s this sad no reasoning why i wanna die, it’s cause my dad’s demons just literally multiplied, that’s generational curses cause in the back scheming the devil, he hate when it’s working, so he get yo dad to beat you and hurt you, you understand the word truth? lemme explain it, truth is when i admit i used to watch p~rn for entertainment, truth is when i admit, i used be that liar but i made it, truth is when i admit that im not perfect i used to hate me, truth is when i admit that you can’t underestimate me, truth is that i admit that at times my father would break me, truth is that i admit im suicidal cause of society, truth is that admit i ain’t read the bible instead i tried to be a m~st~rbating guy who stayed so blind and and lived in privacy truth is that i admit i never knew what it meant to find my peace, thats truth, (03:25) lemme explain more on the topic thats at hand, i tried to k!ll myself 4 times but stopped to stand, i realize it takes a man to keep going mental health is belowing depression just be showing nowadays it’s normalized for a dude to be a female femininity is wiping guys out more than hillary’s emails it’s ok to have a feminine side but you cannot have children, it’s okay to tell unlimited lies but know you’ll never feel when or what it means to be a woman, a man’s job is rumpelstiltskin, you can’t stop, if you instill it stand propped you are a foundation for buildings a mans job is to stabilize families, infrastructure in covers but the cake icing will still need handling but most of these fathers commit the thing that i am rambling about it’s candidly the reason some don’t stand in the drout cause the pressure is like its raining cats and dogs so when a wh0re say dance for me never doubt cause the war is gonna amount that child support dont play around, thank god for my brother’s my mother my sister’s my pops, brother’s gave me shock, saquan helped me stop and go, byron helped when i caught my flow, javon helped me see my goals, momma helped me seek my, momma helped me reach my soul, janique teached me how to work, jabrea showed me what it means to rise from dirt, tootsie routed me. took me to righteousness shook me to crown my mind with bliss, pops was a guy who missed but tried to guide his kids and did his time then became the brain to complete his side so i can climb that bridge to break that cycle no more circles like a cyclists the wheel that i wanna make goes straight, infinite ways no more over discipline it will contain names that maintain themselves pick that path and lead to they graves to rise from out the pavement and be unscathed, my surroundings show me a path but i broke past and made way by writing art so i can come out of that endless cave, basically, i seperated my dna, and made my own traits, suicidal thoughts on this stone face, even the past week, my auntie got cancer, dad got cancer 2 years ago didn’t have no answer, appeared so broke cause my n~ggas just died wanted to wear a rope so many times i cried, i was scared to show my face in these glances, like a spear hit my throat i couldn’t stand it, dad told me stay strong, then i met jesus what else, waited so long tae wanted some help, mental was dying, but i had to stay strong, imagine if i passed and didn’t make a song, imagine if i died then ykg wouldn’t happen and my dad would’ve been lied to rest, and family wouldn’t see my best, suicidal thoughts part 2

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