
lirik lagu syrespite - self-taught
[verse 1: sy]
gainin’ back my energy, don’t know who’s wit’ me
i ain’t tryna’ make enemies, but distance seems key
wired different, jus’ wanting to be understood; not entirety
know that it’s impossible but it’s good, diary
uhm, feels like people in love one verison that’d benefit~
them, feeling a misfit’ even if drip has me seasick’
’cause it’s that exotic but that money don’t solve sh~t
sure, does rent, but there’s a deep meanin’ in
so, am i ignorant for pleadin’ for an ascend?
been in sentiment, myself that i’ve just been against (uh)
[chorus: sy]
uh, that money never brought me love
yeah, that money never brought me trust
i was too naive to think it would, now what’s up?
they’re all away from me so, “nothing, we’re good”
gone through so much, i’m self~taught
but ghosts from my past tend to give a haunt’
yeah, gone through so much, self~taught (mhm)
and that cash don’t patch it up, still remains short
[verse 2: sy]
keep calm, but can’t, i think i do need a reborn’
maybe i’d be deservin’ more, but that’s thinkin’ for others, huh?
was i ever for myself? don’t know, distraught~ (uh)
i’ve just been through ‘lot, hard to process it all
still lookin’ at my scars, they’d still shine like a star
give the word to rihanna, but i haven’t relapsed, for sure (thankin’ god)
and i’m so f~ckin’ proud of~
some people advise me to keep my heads up
but they get mad when i do that improvise, flares up
they’re protestin’, calling me out for my wrongs (for my)
cardiac~arresting, they wanted me to do right, i’m not too sure~
so are people truly geniune? i’ve lost trust, gettin’ to the core
i know i am mania, excuse my behaviour’ (excuse it)
i’ve just had numerous impacts on me, past few years (oh, yeah)
and i don’t know how to tell ya’, even worse, you ain’t even here~
[chorus: sy]
uh, that money never brought me love (it ain’t never)
yeah, that money never brought me trust (it ain’t, ain’t)
i was too naive to think it would, now what’s up?
they’re all away from me so, “nothing, we’re good”
gone through so much, i’m self~taught
but ghosts from my past tend to give a haunt’
yeah, gone through so much, self~taught (mhm)
and that cash don’t patch it up, still remains short
[verse 3: sy & ohana]
social media, i relocated when reality said, “nah”
’cause i faced an abuser, all of these environmental factors
and bein’ bullied for being feminine or strange to ya’
so where the h~ll can i be myself, truly?
i wasn’t born feminine, i was f~ckin’ groomed s~xually
so it alters my ways, so stop calling me, “gay”
’cause you ain’t never been through, on what i’ve been through
and it’s all probably different views to you, too (too)
was never normal to begin with~
but i was the type to keep it in, created more of a sin
and that’s my fault, and to that, i just binge’
people just in love wit’ me for in tune of one element
so i’m cuttin’ off them, it’s for the better (ooh)
this is not hate, this is love for myself, gettin’ it ‘gether (ooh)
i’m finally valuin’ myself and i’m gettin’ it more
back then, i was on shelf, just a trophy and nothin’ more
do you treat me like i’m just company;
or are you willin’ to be my nakamura, gettin’ to know me?
ships are ‘posed to be two, if unbalanced, entire thing sinks; includin’ you
[chorus: sy & ohana]
uh, that money never brought me love (ooh)
yeah, that money never brought me trust (ooh)
i was too naive to think it would, now what’s up?
they’re all away from me so, “nothing, we’re good”
gone through so much, i’m self~taught
but ghosts from my past tend to give a haunt’ (ooh)
yeah, gone through so much, self~taught (mhm)
and that cash don’t patch it up, still remains short (ooh)
[outro: ohana]
alone, alone, alone, alone
all alone, ‘lone, ‘lone, ‘lone (ooh)
alone, alone, alone, alone
all alone, ‘lone, ‘lone, ‘lone
but this time, i’ll actually get towards it on my own (ooh)
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