lirik lagu syrespite - indenialism
[part i]
[verse 1]
and i wouldn’t blame you, who am i to judge?
i wouldn’t date myself, that’s falsified love
the kübler~ross within myself, it’s showin’ once more
and i am disgusted again, i’m too familiar to its’ core
the scattered blossoms in thoughts
isn’t it just hard to rewrite?
when past fossils would renew and burn hearts
indication that somethin’ just isn’t right
told me to take some time off, as the head’s hot
i will not, there for you even if you’re not~
that’s a type of wi~fi connection remainin’ all four~bars (mhm)
this is bargaining, and i’m a f~ckin’ mess, at its best
[chorus]
i was ready, but that’s indenialism
wasn’t ready, and i’m ashamed to admit somethin’
embrace honesty, it’ll get myself somewhere~
there!
[verse 2]
i don’t blame you, as you’re jus’ pure
beautiful and your soul, the only thing i’d adore
what’s more? honestly, it’s long gone
attachment issues only scr~pin’ the f~cking walls
you don’t deserve me, as we’re done
though, you’re the one and i am not enough
it’s hard to see, us havin’ a nuclear family
when i’m this of a f~ckin’ tragedy, incalamities
i think i need me, i’m trying to balance peace
but it is jealousy if i see you wit’ another man, please
even though, you’re not my responsibility
i hate the feeling that i’m feelin’, wasn’t what i was reelin’
how i’ve been drunk in thoughts, god forbid
he taught me better to do myself within’
and now i carry more guilt, don’t know if i can survive wit’ it
[chorus]
i was ready, but that’s indenialism
wasn’t ready, and i’m ashamed to admit somethin’
embrace honesty, it’ll get myself somewhere~
there!
[part ii]
[verse]
after some days, slowly pacin’ my ways, i was toxic
to be honest, i don’t think i was suited for the relationship
ironic, it’s what i would pursue, you’d coupe the whip
but loose lips, which jus’ sink ships
titanic, and that’s too much of a risk, don’t you think?
and i’m scared to love as, i don’t know how to show it
as i’ve been wronged it, several times
horrible crimes, i’m not tryna’ throw you in it
sounded british, that’s a knife to the heart, paulie wit’ it
your vulnerability isn’t my responsibility
the same wit’ me, and i need my peace
as that feels like the ultimate key, and i know he’s~
always watching, and i would plead
for ease, after hardships, as purely, i’d want to breathe
miasma can’t be on my timeline, i jus’ want to be fine
and that’s alright~
could do a nelson mandala, wait for ’27
but you got some flaws and ganja, get clean; that’s reverence
[outro]
we could try again, but no promisin’ of hope
we could try again, but no promisin’ of hope
we could try again but there’s no promisin’ of hope
‘stead, you should make your tomorrows’
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