lirik lagu sxmrxxt - butterfly alchemy (alternate reality)
[intro]
she called me change but meant collapse
a chrysalis cracked under gentle traps
said love was growth but made it cruel
i learned her warmth was just a tool
[verse 1]
she found me breaking and called it fate
turned healing into a masquerade
her hands wrote verses on my chest
then blamed me for what bled the best
told me pain was just rebirth
that i should thank her for my hurt
she called my scars a sacred sign
as if the damage proved me fine
she whispered “pure,” while sowing rot
i was the project, not the plot
baptized me in her hollow calm
held my rage inside her palm
i changed my colors just to stay
watched who i was get stripped away
she never loved, just rearranged
’til i was beautiful but strange
[chorus 1]
b~tterfly alchemy, she called it grace
but i lost myself in her holy face
i shed my past for something new
then found her gone with pieces, too
[verse 2]
she spoke in riddles, laughed like flame
loved me most when i felt shame
she wore my hope like borrowed lace
then disappeared without a trace
i called it love, she called it art
then pinned me down and pulled me apart
left notes in books i’ll never read
planted guilt like garden seed
i bled in silence, dressed in lies
fed her truths i couldn’t revise
her touch was soft, her timing cruel
she made me think my ache was fuel
and when i asked if this was love
she kissed my neck and looked above
didn’t answer, didn’t explain
just smiled like loss was worth the pain
[chorus 2]
b~tterfly alchemy, she said i grew
but left me with what wasn’t true
i bloomed, but lost my native hue
wings still beating; black, not blue
[bridge]
you said i changed
but you handed me the flame
and now i wear the burn like bloom
but all you see is shade
[final chorus]
b~tterfly alchemy, call it divine
but don’t forget who paid the spine
she watched me shift and let it be
a death in parts, too slow to see
[outro]
so, if i glow, it’s not from light
it’s just the fire i learned to fight
she made me gold
but not for keeps, just something pretty
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