lirik lagu steve ruby - too far gone
well i started at age 14
on heroin
always had a pocket full of needles
time flew by before i new it i was twenty one
and i was still getting high
i can’t believe it despite losing my job and all my
friends
more overdoses than i care to even remember
the mental hold that drug had on me was true insanity even hitting that flatline couldn’t stop me
i don’t even no how the h~ll i’m even still alive more lives than cats could survive
ten years later now i’m thirty
just sitting in my room wondering how i’m still here on this earth
all i no is i’m going to die if i don’t change my ways
i’ve been lucky so far but it’s due to run out
but i always felt like i was too far gone
that there won’t no way to fix me
i was to far gone there won’t no fixing me
i thought there was no hope for people like me
the outcasts the ones people talk about but are forgotten about the ones people walk right by like you’re not there
i was to far gone there won’t no fixing me
five years later i’m thirty six years old
i was barely clinging onto life
walking around looking like the walking dead
all my clothes were to big being on the heroin diet
it’s a f~cking miracle i am not dead
oh and all those so called friends i said i had
well most of them overdosed and didn’t make it we lost a lot of really good people the ones who were lucky enough not to die well they in jail or prison
it was just me by myself left getting high
i didn’t no how much longer i could have kept going on like i was
i was at the point if an overdose didn’t k!ll me then i was going to do it myself
i have held the knife loaded the gun tied the rope and got the ladder i’ve climbed the bridge but when that moment came i couldn’t plunge or pull the trigger never mind wrap the rope and kick the ladder out my legs wouldn’t let me jump when i was at the top of the bridge
i was to far gone there won’t no fixing me
i thought there was no hope for people like me
the outcasts the ones who people talk about but are forgotten about
the ones people walk right by like you not there
i was to far gone there won’t no fixing me
one year later now i’m thirty seven
stuck in the same spot as i was in when i started twenty three years earlier
it was at the point either i stop getting high or sack up and do it myself cuz i did not want to go on anymore
then one day i met this amazing girl at the corner store
i was looking a mess she was looking pretty in her dress
few months later we were a couple we were loving life loving each other
she new i was strung out i mean you could just look at me and tell
she put up with my sh~t for a while then one day she brought up getting clean
i agreed i wanted nothing else but to get clean it took a few attempts a lot of hard work and the support and the push that this girl had for me
so now i’m grateful twenty three years later now i am one year three months clean
and i owe it all to her
thought i was to far gone there won’t no fixing me but i was wrong
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