lirik lagu spazzkyd - delusional
[intro: rxzor]
what the f~ck rxzor?
[hook: spazzkyd]
i be so delusional
i’m lying to myself baby
i know life is beautiful
but i won’t ask for help, nah
i be so delusional
and i’m a f~cking f~ck up, yuh
i know life is beautiful
but feeling like it’s f~ck love
used to think i could be something
but i don’t really wanna be
staying by myself
i don’t need you, baby, don’t you see?
i don’t need n0body
i don’t f~cking let myself need em
i don’t need n0body
but my motherf~cking soul bleeding
[verse 1: spazzkyd]
down the highway speeding
visualizing my own death, yuh
it seems so godd~mn peaceful
i wanna take my last breath, yuh
tell me if you want me
and if you do i’m gon laugh
if you want me you ain’t know me
you don’t even know the half
you would never wait for me
you’d leave if i was nothing, yuh
i don’t want you to look at me
but hoe, i still be stunting, yuh
leave me be, just let me bleed
let me see, hoe, let me be
leave me be, just let me bleed
don’t tell me what the f~ck i need
a couple f~cking years ago
i didn’t need a d~mn soul
couple years later
i’m still drowning in that black hole
lying to myself again
cuz i know that i need her
if i didn’t have her with me
i wouldn’t even be here
i be so delusional
i’m lying to myself, yuh
i know life is beautiful
but i won’t ask for help, nah
i be so delusional
tell me why you stay
so f~cking delusional
won’t last another day
[hook: spazzkyd]
i be so delusional
i’m lying to myself baby
i know life is beautiful
but i won’t ask for help, nah
i be so delusional
and i’m a f~cking f~ck up, yuh
i know life is beautiful
but feeling like it’s f~ck love
used to think i could be something
but i don’t really wanna be
staying by myself
i don’t need you, baby, don’t you see?
i don’t need n0body
i don’t f~cking let myself need em
i don’t need n0body
but my motherf~cking soul bleeding
[verse 2: beelz]
soul bleeding, don’t need em
i don’t give a motherf~ck
pulling up, b~tch
with the motherf~cking armored truck
f~cked up
every day
i can’t remember (member)
how sober tastes
and i been sitting in my bedroom
slitting my wrists
little b~tch, get away
need some headroom
f~ck
i’ve been so jaded
i’ve been just sitting here
contemplating
suicide watch
every single day
checking the clock
fading into grey
sitting in my motherf~cking bedroom
passed out
f~ck it
xanax in my nostrils
d~mn i’m out
i’m so gone
i’m so dead
can’t do no right
only wrong
when i’m gone
b~tch
don’t show me no d~mn lights
[hook: spazzkyd]
i be so delusional
i’m lying to myself baby
i know life is beautiful
but i won’t ask for help, nah
i be so delusional
and i’m a f~cking f~ck up, yuh
i know life is beautiful
but feeling like it’s f~ck love
used to think i could be something
but i don’t really wanna be
staying by myself
i don’t need you, baby, don’t you see?
i don’t need n0body
i don’t f~cking let myself need em
i don’t need n0body
but my motherf~cking soul bleeding
[hook: spazzkyd]
i be so delusional
and i’m a f~cking f~ck up, yuh
i know life is beautiful
but i won’t ask for help, nah
i be so delusional
and i’m a f~cking f~ck up
i know life is beautiful
but feeling like it’s f~ck love
used to think i could be something
but i don’t really wanna be
staying by myself
i don’t need you, baby, don’t you see?
i don’t need n0body
i don’t f~cking let myself need em
i don’t need n0body
but my motherf~cking soul bleeding
[outro: rose]
i f~cking hate you
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