lirik lagu spacely (chicago) - pain
[verse 1]
i spit these verses of pain
and complain about the worst of my day
it’s a cycle, i’m suicidal
my idols they gave up and i don’t doubt em a second
proud of my message
doubting progression
part of depression
and part of me’s guessing, that i’m just p-ssing along
while i put my wrath in this song
yea, p-ss me the bong
let me grab it and hit it
let me forget in a minute
that all my pain is infinite
if its game am i winning?
and if it’s not can i finish?
cause i’ve been dying, diminish
yea
i’m in the dark and i reminisce
like, remember this?
all the way to my genesis
when is this? not leviticus
people always ask me, “why are you not as lit as this?”
my mother, my heart, she took off and left it in bits
but what if my art is too soft and it never hits?
like that’s not a definite
i’m acting i’m heaven sent
but really it’s evident
never meant to be delicate
i fell again
my mother’s a felon, and when she’s out i’m in h-ll again
i don’t want that again
but it already happened, i’m mad and i’m stabbing a cabin
i’m fapping, i’m rapping goddamit… i’m yapping again…
sh-t..
it won’t happen again
cause i’m napping again
i’m getting mad at my sin
i’m sorry that that could offend
f-ck..
but i’ve been losing myself
and i’ve been confusing your help
with a f-cking noose and a belt
walk in my shoes and you’ll melt
no, i’m not choosing this h-ll
these the cards i’ve been dealt, and i’m choosing to fold
this that art that you felt, my f-cking music bold
and you can’t say that it’s not, it’s f-cking all that i got
yeah, it is all that i got cause if i don’t do this
i go crazy i get angry and i can’t really control it so..
[verse 2]
yeah, yeah, yeah
all this anger inside of me
met the dangerous side of me
let me dangle this outta me
you some f-ckers, you lie to me
how the f-ck did you lie to me?
always p-ssed and i gotta be
always kid that your proud of me
can’t get rid of the doubt in me
one day you’ll bow down to me
with these people surrounding me
now i see that you wounded me
sounded off, imma prodigy
down these bottles of hennessy
while i bring out the best of me
think you f-ckers offended me?
dented me? nah, you f-ckers are dead to me!
my woes are clear to me, praying sh-t
know you’re hearing me saying this
hoes are weird to me they ain’t sh-t
know you’re near to me, playing sh-t, yea
these kids are driving me crazy
b-tches pride and they’re lazy
b-tch, i’ve cried on the daily, cause i work too hard
you b-tches cry like a baby, cause your shirt got charred, yeah
you’ll never get the best of me, you won’t ever know it
the rest of me could rest in peace i won’t ever show it
it’s destiny for me to be best at least, i won’t pretend to be
nothing that i’m not
i’d rather be loved for who i am, than loved for who i’m not
than loved for what i got, word to doc
wanna know why i do this? wanna know why i rap?
i have no way i could prove this, but i know it’s a fact
there’s a million people in the world just like me
that wanna write like me, grab the mic like me
if they don’t have that type of talent they could fight like me
i know you’ve cried like me
had a bad night like me
had a bad life like me
wanted to hide like me
wanted to die like me
hey you’re just like me
and i’m just like you
but we’re both ourselves don’t ever fight that truth
yea, don’t ever fight that truth
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