lirik lagu slim rxvpxr - stayingsober
gotta do this sh~t
and stay sober man
i know i ain’t weak
and it’s been a couple of months
and it all just feels like to me
nothing but a losing streak
and the demons bring me closer to the bottle
as i start to slowly creep
when i reach for the bottle
it feels like i’m drowning because i already know i’m in too deep
this supression got me guessing
leads to nothing but all this stressin’
got me thinking while on my knees
is it god that i should probably be impressing?
and these emotions bottle up from all this pain and all this vexxin’
i’m f~cked up now
all this blood in the bathroom
that i’m retching from chemically correcting
you erased me from all your etch~a~sketches
now settles in the crippling depression
hard to swallow when i found out
you were undressing for other men at other addresses
when you left
all i could think about was you; this comforting obsession
got my grip on my soul
now comes the pain, the sorrow
now comes the aggression
all i really want now is for you to give me an honest confession
just so you could see for once
when you look in the mirror
show me your true reflection
i wanted to k!ll you both
slit both of your throats
ruin all your protection
now i choose to stay sober
now i choose to stay away from file compression
believe me when i say at first you were really quite beckoning
before i had to learn about your cruel sick f~ckin’ ways
and i had to see the awakening of your reckoning
and the words you spoke to me right after the fact
were really quite deafening
at that point i wanted to just do something crazy
just to get a life~sentencing
well that won’t be necessary anymore
because now i’m on all this medicine
and you took my heart
leaving me nothing more
than just a zombie in a f~ckin’ skeleton
and my heart is shattered
just waiting on the day i can reassemble it
i’m done playing quiet about my suicide
it’s the elephant in the room
i have to address it
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