lirik lagu skar-47 - black holes
[verse]
we be popping pills
lighting spliffs
hit by the enlightening spring
as the lighting of your life hits you
no warning, no signs, it’s just out to get you
like time, increasin issues, crying out my tissues
reminicing on the times when i was with you
we dying all alone
with blackholes in our souls
ain’t nothing but each other that can make us whole
if happiness is the goal, i am missing it at every turn
kissing sadness goodbye, as go
to the next road
isolated in my mind, imma blow
bottlin sh~t up, cuz i am broke
internally, always asleep, you can never call me woke
feels like an eternity since the last we spoke
only thing keeping me alive is 16 lines of blow
they avoid me like a crow
but i am nothing better though
i am sad i know
but i gotta pull through
is what they say to me
but how the f~ck do i do that
man they never me tell me that
advise me to get my sh~t together
but f~ck that sh~t, i just us to be together
my love ain’t on a fader, it’s never fading
i am levitating getting high for my mind peace
i am crying but they can’t see
i am shouting but i can’t speak
i am feeling like a banshee
inaudible screaming interally
but i cry my soul out everyday to mic
but no one ever gets see that side of me
i am hiding it, i know, and i am lying
when i say that i am fine
numbness and depression, it’s thin f~cking line
i don’t know which side of the edge i am on but i keep f~cking trying
can’t decide
if i wanna live or die
i got demons in my bedside
but it ain’t like you would picture it
they trynna hide from me cuz they think i am devilish
it’s the darkness i revel in
i am not very clever, it’s evident
i ain’t going to heaven, just going to h~ll again
i don’t say a lot of things that are pertinent
to the conversation, but it’s hurting me
and i can’t see, that why i can’t put myself out my f~cking misery
preaching like a missionary, music like a mission for me
you can’t see my visions for me
envision for a minute
that you’re stuck inside me
you view everything monohchomatically
you can never be happy
and you can never stop laughing
at your own misery
cuz it’s the only thing, keeping you from k!lling yourself
i still see you in my dreams
you came like magic to me
you came like happiness, cuz you left so quickly
i keep telling izrael to stop f~cking tickling me
it gets annoying quickly
you’re deathly sick, but sick of life
pop the xannies and you lose some time
then you’re sitting in the e.r wondering why the f~ck you’re here
but the answer’s still clear, i am dying in the bed, i am so happy, it’s weird
for the first that i feel
this relief from my grief
because i know that no one will ever truly care about me
it’s depressing, but it’s real
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