lirik lagu sincerelytrevor - the struggle
[verse 1]
my life has been the struggle
faced with these responsibilities i’m very humble
sometimes i tend to stumble
over topics, like what kind of life do i live?
what subject am i studying?
where am i going to college?
i might get
tossed into commotion
lost with no emotion
i look good on the outside, but inside i’m broken
recently i’m spending to much time and i’m not focused
on dreams i could be chasing
beginning to feel hopeless
2016 left my side i’m so ashamed
thoughts inside my mind don’t match the person i’m portraying
reminisce on days that i spent living in my past
i don’t want to discuss all of my pain and so i laugh
put on another face its like i’m trying to wearing a mask
i think of what we could’ve been and times we could’ve had
but it’s never gonna happen
you left like lights camera action
i’m sorry for the pain that was caused and what happened
you could’ve been “the one” we could’ve shared the same p-ssion
i had a whole heart now i only have a fraction
but now i just move on
you see what i mean
but they tell me that i’m rappin about these girls girls in every song
it’s not my fault cuz they’re the ones who always do me wrong
but i always pick myself back up and remain strong
i’ve had enough of that
i tried to chase away the pain
i though i found the one but she said she wanted sp-ce
you found somebody else and left me stranded in the rain
don’t come back in my life when you see me touch the fame
you were never by my side when i had no one left to blame
i loved you but you couldn’t say the same
in 2015 i hit a stage of deep depression
im in my senior year and i still haven’t learned my lesson
it’s crazy how we’re young adults but go through adolescence
this isn’t just music you must break down every sentence
i asked you why you left my side you told me there were many reasons
and j cole said it best people change like seasons
how come your hurt during the week but party on the weekends
let me talk about my angles while they rap bout demons
because my faith was all i had when no one else was near
i thought my life came to an end but i’m still standing here
i thought i found the one, i promised my feelings were dear
i’m writing poems every night and swear there so sincere
it’s hard to talk to people cuz i can’t relate to peers
when i ponder on my past im always shedding tears
what’s the point of living life if you can’t face your fears
i talk about this now because i’ve grown throughout the years
[verse 2]
it’s been awhile and i still question if i’m at peace
i’m working hard because my mixtape should’ve been released
the way i see it, chase your dreams or you end up deceased
you only get one chance at life and then you have to leave
where do you go?
i guess that’s your belief
tryna vent with poetry for my mental relief
i can’t believe i actually fell for you i meant it deeply
don’t wanna dwell into the details i’ll discuss it briefly
i never really try to idolize these girls completely
but lately, i’ve been feeling like she’s the piece to complete me
and i know you left my side but why was that so easy
inevitably controversial i’m speaking freely
i didn’t come from the ghetto or any ruthless places
i come from suburbs where houses are clean and sit adjacent
that doesn’t mean my life is spick and span please have some patience
that doesn’t mean my parents had money to go to banks with
i never got an invitation to attend the banquet
this was only a dream that started from my parents bas-m-nt
look how far i come
a constant battle with depression it looks like i won
people are gonna think i’m done but i’ve only begun
this generation is so quick to pick and judge
when in reality they really don’t know what it really was
awkward exchanges shaking hands and giving out hugs
nothing is ever luck
why am i’m so ashamed?
it’s not my fault i was living life then it brought to me pain
and for my family listening. our love always remains
i turned to music to keep myself from going insane
i’m shedding tears, when i talk about this i get chills
chasing dreams tryna separate the fake from real
wanna spread a positive message but i can’t appeal
venting over instrumentals tell you how i feel
it’s called nostalgia. picked up the pen through my depression
that’s how it goes
it’s funny how she blocked my number but on instagram liking my every post
i’m not the one she chose. i guess that goes to show
when will these problems fade away i guess we’ll never know
maybe i should try to k!ll them with my confidence
trying to stay awake but i’m slowly loosing my consciousness
trying to face my fears but i’m not trying to face the consequence
we got people dying just to try and make a living
it’s a constant struggle
life is a constant struggle
when will we escape the struggle
yea
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