lirik lagu sik world - no one knows
[verse 1: sik world]
yeah, feels like i’m losin’ myself
feels like i’m losin’ myself
why am i doomin’ myself
yo, f-ck did i do to myself?
should’ve been true to myself
dumb to think you woulda helped
dumb to think you woulda helped
feels like i’m brewin’ in h-ll
feels like i’m brewin’ in h-ll
can’t be hard for you to tell
i’m, stuck in a slump and i keep climbin’ up
i just turned 25 feels like my time is up
feels like everyone’s sus, and it’s harder to trust
and i can’t shake the gut feelin’
of feelin’ like there’s a knife in my gut
and that’s a gut feeling when you know deep down
that the real person you love is doing you left
that’s why i left d on’t get upset when you see me
‘cause i didn’t wanna give you up
and it’s f-cked to think for you i wasn’t enough
i just wanted your love but you wanted to suck
just some nights i wanna go out and get h-lla drunk
so everything i was feeling could turn into numb
addicted to you, you’re my favorite drug
i buy your lies, you’re my favorite plug
sometimes at night i will stare up above
and wish under a star that i wasn’t so dumb
why does it even matter? sh-t, i didn’t matter
i built up my hope just for it to get shattered
i’m always alone with the thoughts that i gather
i flip through my thoughts it’s a terrible pattern
as if flippin’ through ’em will lead me to answers
i try to move forward but keep going backwards
i hide all my pain behind smiles and laughters
when no one knows that i’m a wild disaster, f-ck
[chorus: axyl]
give my all
oh, i wanna walk away
i’m living like a ghost
that no one ever knows
see me fall
oh, i knew that i would break
i’m living like a ghost
that no one ever knows
[verse 2: sik world]
i’m, always alone wishin’ someone could see me
i lay in my bed starin’ up at the ceilin’
talkin’ to myself until i’m overthinkin’
at home all alone, no one knows that i’m weepin’
i swear my whole life is so f-cking deceivin’
and i stand for broke with the cheques i’m receiving
my money can’t buy the family i’m needing
my money can’t heal the agony i’m feelin’
i need someone to love to me, someone to hug me
someone to be there when my mind gets ugly
i swear they really think my life is stunning
bro, i come home to absolutely nothing
i’m just a lonely guy loaded with money
n-body told me my days won’t be sunny
i’m bleeding on people who didn’t cut me
so when they leave me, they leave me ’cause their bl–dy
i have issues with women, i’m so co-depended
i can’t love myself so i need her to give it
and that’s always where my self-worth is depicted
and that’s why i date women so narcissistic
my mind is a mess and it’s always conflicted
and lately, it’s been hard to make a decision
and it pains me that i finally admit it
i’ve been suicidal and tryin’ not to end it, f-ck
[chorus: axyl]
give my all
oh, i wanna walk away
i’m living like a ghost
that no one ever knows
see me fall
oh, i knew that i would break
i’m living like a ghost
that no one ever knows
[verse 3: sik world]
i’m, saddened to think people that think that i’m reaching
and that is the reason i feel what i’m feeling
i may have some fame, but it’s pain that i’m reaping
i been praying to god asking him for a healing
man, i need my mom, i need my dad
i need the family we never had
our family’s broken, i’m feelin’ hopeless
n-body noticed, i’m in a trance
all i have is my daughter, i stare in her eyes
and i break down all i do is provide
how can i give her a family life, when it’s just me and her every night?
f-ck, yo this sh-t is too much
i’m single-handedly k!llin’ my buzz
i don’t make music ‘cause i’m in a rut
and all of the stress of it is making me numb
why do i dream of a grammy and winning when i don’t have family to celebrate with me?
look, there is no bullsh-t excuse you could give me
to make me feel like my d-mn life is worth livin’
i swear loneliness is a cancer within me
i’m searching for friend’s ‘cause my family’s missin’
this sh-t is exhausting, i’m thinking of quittin’
and maybe the end for me’s a new beginning, f-ck
[chorus: axyl]
give my all
oh, i wanna walk away
i’m living like a ghost
that no one ever knows
see me fall
oh, i knew that i would break
i’m living like a ghost
that no one ever knows
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