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lirik lagu setharooski - better?

[intro]
i’ve thought about going to therapy
but i just don’t know what i would say
i guess i’d tell ’em
hi
i don’t know where to start
i got a lot to unpack, too much pent up in my heart
why don’t we take it way back? see what went wrong from the start
life wasn’t always so bad, mind wasn’t always so dark

[bridge]
you’re really active now!
you’ve started to run and climb a lot
you’re trying to repeat a lot of things we say
and you seem to understand what we say most of the time
you’re about 28 pounds and you’re a very pleasant and easy~going boy

[verse 1]
then i grew up
started learning how to walk
started learning how to talk
forced to gain my own independence
wasn’t ready for what came next
growing up
has never really been my style
tried to talk, i tried to smile
but i never got the memo
life gets harder as you grow old
[chorus]
back in middle school, i hid my arms
so you could never see my scars
nowadays, i hide my heart
so you can’t see past my facade
tell me doc, is it ok?
ok to live by my mistakes?
can this session just be over?
tell me doctor, am i better yet?

[verse 2]
and i run on self~hatred
’cause my love i’m saving
for someone who i’ve never met
someone i can turn to
someone to look up to
’cause all of my heroes are dead
tears flying while writing
my demons i’m fighting
i’m building villains in my head
i can’t write a hero
’cause i’m keeping it real
tell me doc, am i better yet?

[chorus]
tell me doc, is it ok?
ok to live by my mistakes?
can this session just be over?
tell me doctor, am i better yet?
[verse 3]
i don’t care what anyone thinks anymore
but i still seek their approval
what’s it called when you start sinking through the floor?
i don’t think i could fall further
why do you get to be okay with who you are inside?
it makes me want to die every night
while i yell f~ck you at the mirror battling this crisis
so straight down i’ll fly, straight to h~ll, alright

[verse 4]
what have i done this year?
can it, finally be over, can i disappear?
i just, don’t wanna be here
i’ve become, this year
who i don’t wanna be
what have i done this year?
what have i become, this year?

[chorus]
is it ok?
ok to live by my mistakes?
can this session just be over?
tell me doctor, am i better?

[verse 5]
tell me doc, how can it be?
that i’m the hero and the villain?
do you truly think i’m healin’?
swear there’s no hooks on my ceiling
tell me doc, am i ok?
i can’t decide that on my own
i feel safe in my own home
but it’s the only place i go
tell me doctor, are we done?
or should i come back every sunday?
just to shout my pain in your face?
did you know you can control me?
tell me doc
why there’s no angel on my shoulder
disappeared when i got older
is that part of growing up?
do we all become
exactly what we hate?
is it just me? am i insane?
is it normal for this pain?
to never leave, sunshine or rain?
avoid repeating my mistakes
by simply staying in my brain
i’m not okay, i’m not okay
i’m not okay
but do you think i’m getting closer?
can that life finally be over
tell me doctor, am i better yet?
[verse 6]
am i better?
am i better?
am i better?
am i better yet?
i can’t stop staring down the ledge
always come back here in the end
why do these thoughts all fill my head?
i just wanna let
go of everything i know
close to giving up the throne
to the rope around my throat
am i better yet?
i can’t let go of what i’ve done
i hate the person i’ve become
i just want to be someone
someone better yeah
but i’m lying on the floor
hear my crying through the door
i can’t do this anymore
am i better?
am i better?
am i better?
am i better?
i’m not better yet

[verse 7]
what have i done?
wrote an album bout this girl i met
but not the one i loved back then
i hate that i love her again

[bridge]
my time is up

[outro]
(then i’d get up, pay ’em for listening to my problems.)
(ha, guess that’s a story for another day, huh doc?)
(same time next week? maybe. but i think i’d be better off…)

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