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lirik lagu seth “the mediary” addison - confessions

let me welcome you into my mind, but viewer discretion be advised. i’m going to stop with the lies for the very first time. i’m going to give being honest a try. i wouldn’t call this a cry for help. no, it’s more like a cry for self, because i’m most buried all the lies i tell. i wonder if this is how satan felt the day he fell, and d~mned forever to h~ll on his first offence, and now, i’m a million sins in. i wonder if i was in heaven back then, would i be sent to a normal h~ll instead? these are the f~cked up thoughts living inside my head which keeps me up all night all awake in bed. keeping me from ever getting any rest. these are the thoughts that keep depressed

thinking about death, i’m not really scared to die. i’ve been dead for such a long time. and my grave gets deeper with every single compulsive lie. i can’t stop, and i don’t know why. they say it’s going ‘nanas, but i feel like mine was never written because i live in the fairytale to keep myself thin. you can find my book in the section with the other based on fiction
and well ever play the murderer, judge, joy, prisoner, villain and the victim. all at the same time, been this way my whole life. the real me is one [?] and these are my confessions, i’m not singing this for anybody else, i’m singing this for me. these are my confessions, i’m singing this for mental health. i’m singing this for therapy. these are my confessions. i wrote this while wearing my chains, and i’m hoping they can set me free

people tell me all the time, i’m “gifted” by “god.” he was generous with what he gave. i smile, sit back, but deep down, my heart breaks, because i feel like such a waste. i was hoping i was made to be up on stage, but can now be the witness to the songs i create. i traded that in just to do it my way. all for the sake, of trying to portay a good looking exteriour. looking put together, but it’s really just a front. if you could see deep down in my interiour, you would see i’m so far beyond f~cked up. there’s only one person in the world who really knows me. not my wife, not my kids, not my family. no, it’s my therapist, and i only tell her half truths because i’m scared she would leave if she knew

these are my confessions, i’m not singing this for anybody else, i’m singing this for me. these are my confessions, i’m singing this for mental health. i’m singing this for therapy. these are my confessions. i didn’t write this song for anybody else, i wrote this all for me. these are my confessions. i wrote this while wearing my chains, and i’m hoping they can set me free

i should probably be on antidepressants, but, i’m finally being creative, and i don’t want to supress it. they say the first step of recovery is admitting there’s a problem, so i’m trying to address it. i probably have a drinking problem, but the bigger problem is the one i drink to medicate, and numb the pain. and being so fake every single day comes with such an unbearable weight. i don’t know how i got this way. a good childhood, my parents are great. don’t know what to attribute all of my sh~t to. all i know is i feel so afraid of losing my wife, losing my kids, so many memories i don’t want to miss. don’t want to make them feel like i left. but my biggest fear is pushing my issues onto them

and these are my confessions. i’m not singing this for anybody else, i’m singing this for me. these are my confessions. i’m singing this for mental health. i’m singing this for therapy. i didn’t write this song for anybody else, i wrote this all for me. these are my confessions. i wrote this while wearing my chains, and i’m hoping they can set me free. these are my confessions. these are my confessions. these are my confessions. these are my confessions. these are my confessions

- lirik lagu seth the mediary addison

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