
lirik lagu scnd (chl) - september 1st
[intro]
welcome everybody
uh, this is my mind, “the world”
all that sorrounds me, hm
and i’m jean, also known as scnd
take a travel downwards, coming with me
[verse 1]
yup, i’m right here in the middle now
freezing in the summer and wearing a mink to protect my sight
no, i don’t want to see it, ayy, don’t wanna see none
it’s too much on my mind lately, you have to understand
it’s been 220 months, never knew i would be here
a wonderful nightmare, i can see my mirrors sorrounding me
and feel them, hear them, it’s impossible to ever leave them, hm
i just want to search and find good in the world
looking for a landscapе where all my problems arе solved
where fear is no longer for me to worry about, yeah
as i trace back towards my young memories
still remember vividly when i never thought i would have a panic attack
would laugh it off, thinking “this won’t ever happen to me”
so naive, yet i’m still like this
always thinking for the worst, that’s one of my main problems
and i can’t even stop it, oh, where did i go wrong?
where will i find some help in this earth?
back to back, memories come flying
[chorus]
i was born on this cold world
all in september 1st (yeah, yeah)
before 10:39 knew i was already a g~nius, jean
[verse 2]
i’ve been in this room for like, 2 months
and i ain’t goin’ nowhere, i promise you that
stuck between the realm of what’s real and fake
couldn’t tell the difference of, who’s real and who’s not
all i know of is music, family, youtube and trying to get to god
and some stuff that i could mention but, i don’t know..
when i crash towards my own world, the real one
how something nice can turn to evil in a change of a light
and i yell, “oh, lord, help me and everybody
help me change myself, bring the truth to all of us
oh, help me spread the love, guide me to your way
keep us all in your embrace, jehovah
and keep out my fear, cause at the end i’ll be with you!” (amen)
want to get out of this hood, no safety whilst being out my home
feeling numb, fright, anger and sadness at the same time
i’ve done made it out of 17, got a chance to escape, please
oh, oh, hm, where will i go next?
[spoken word]
with me being born here, it was hard
it still is, you know, i was stuck here my whole life
for some, 17 years may not seem too much, but it definitely isn’t short
didn’t have friends that would hold and help me, only god and my family
it was for the better, he always has a plan, always
it just may come sooner or later, but it forever works out
although this world is full of evils and it contaminates me many times
you gotta stay strong and believe in yourself, follow your true vision
[beat switch]
[verse 3]
hm, this is for everyone feeling like me, for all my fears, all i collect (tears)
cry everyday, a habit of mine
living in fright as no one even hears me
all of these memories come vividly as i am alone
all these emotions, all that i pour, is a rain coming down
this is how i feel, two sides of everything, can’t control my life
and, with people sorrounding me, they just never care, it’s a cry for help
so help me god, don’t want to fall again
i need the help, i admit it, i am a sinner
want for us to be together, but it never seems close
try to better ourselves but don’t help each other
we’re all hypocrites, it felt like being stabbed by a hundred daggers
a hyperbole, but my mind likes to think it’s true
poisoned by the devil, he tryna bring us down
but he’ll never take the chosen ones, hah
or the faithful ones, i love everyone
you can’t hide the truth, keep it close
this may be the fall, but we’ll come right to the top
ain’t no doubt about it, i’m still growing
but i be overthinking everytime, that’s another migraine
and i still got through it all, so can you, never give up
speaking from experience i’ve tought to leave it all around 1000 times or more
[chorus]
i was born on this cold world
all in september 1st (yeah, yeah)
before 10:39 knew everybody was already a g~nius (god with us)
[outro]
they won’t understand me
the won’t under—mm
they can’t hear me, can’t
try to understand, don’t know
he understands me, i’m always myself, ay
always tried to say it, hmm
he has always been with us
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