lirik lagu scnd (chl) - feel
[verse 1]
clouds turned darker, i see the gloominous path
oh, a beautiful ending, to me, my friend
another day with a headache, it has been months like this
and with sleeping it just worsens, huh?
asphyxiated by my own shadows of the room
all of this is what the world sounds like to me
hear it everyday
why even bother living when it can get taken away in less than a second?
not even all the cash can save you from the wickedness around
getting kids just to give them that same fate (i can’t control my~yself)
or getting drunk as h~ll everyday
thinking i should go and jump off the window
suicide, it’s very vividly in my eyes when you look at me
crying for minutes with no one in this portal, ain’t no way to call home
i think i’ll die alone with nothing here
in the midnight hours or even in daylight
[chorus]
i feel
i feel like that, i feel like this everytime
i feel, i feel, just like that
a reflection of the water
it’s how i feel
i need hope, i need faith
do you ever hallucinate?
oh, i feel
[verse 2]
do you feel like everyone ignores you?
like you are a ghost
being the only one that’s alone
you spin around and backwards, yet they all are far
you see literally all of them sharing, but you are alone
left crying as they get away
and therapy doesn’t darken the issues
no one around understands what’s with me
all from traumas and disorders, search for help but see i’m the only one like this
how it all affects me everyday i walk, walk
wanna know why i wear these hoodies?
so i can protect myself from seeing my own blood
to protect, i can’t be nowhere with simple clothing, i can hear myself cry as i write this
something that keeps me warm and safer, getting my mind out of all disasters that may happen
but it’s still there, know that the chances are low, but, still there (save me)
music as a therapy, sounds from infinity
not knowing when you’re feeling warm or cold
uncapable of being in a crowd, or any claustrophobic place
just… wanting to be at home
with no worries, no debts, no fear
sometimes i know i’m immortal but mostly i live in fear
it’s, the future, pressure, fall, paranoia
my nightmares aren’t a fiction, after time i realize that monsters are real
they roam the earth searching for me
when i have a catastrophic mind just like my grams
and, n0body that’s around can comprehend what really i’m going through, minimizing the issues as they force me to get past them
it’s eating my brain away every day
how some can change from a second to another
and i pray the lord to carry my burdens and lock them in a box of art left for everyone like me
so you can see that you’re not alone, hope you can relate and are there to hear me ~sigh~
being years ahead was never easy
it’s an endless noise from the fallen angels
so lord, protect me in this roller coaster i never chose
i just know i can’t do this myself, i can’t do anything without you
flashing waves cross my vision, a beautiful and haunting scenery i’ve never seen before
somewhere i can explore my dreams and nightmares
shout out all of my problems to hopefully heal my wounded heart
from all the nauseating photographs i’ve seen, i am a real victim
it’s the reality, infinite storms of bodies in the bl~~dy sea, as people laugh and can’t stop staring, what mindless creatures
i am exhausted, forget the power, it will just end up here buried
force to the people through christ, keep the faith burning, still after all
i’m not sure if i can do this anymore, ohh
in the daylight hours as i walk down this dark mist filled sidewalk
[chorus]
i feel, huh
i feel like that, i feel like this everytime
i feel, i feel, just like that
a frozen piece of time
it’s how i feel
i need hope, i need faith
do you ever see something no one sees?
hm, i feel
[verse 3]
oh, may blessings come down, may i breathe heaven
give me eternal life, lord, keep my sight on the mission
but many times it gets blurry and i fall on sin
talking about right now, i hit rock bottom
feeling disconnected, like i disappeared, seeing a noose and a fall to my sides
i, i just want to be in my comfort zone
trying to let out my mind
looking for the right words to say, thinking…
right at the lowest, the serpent sings in my ear
do i need codeine, weed, something to get me high up out of my lows?
oh, mary, mary, i’m drunk, that’s when l~st hits you like an earthquake
i live in sin everyday, this is my confession
i am far from perfect, two planets aside
and i’ll never be, and god’s watching
as i walk throught the valley of the claws of death
should i try lsd to transform my asd?
i mean, they’re at the block everyday serving dope
know when the fireworks or shots hit and the dogs bark without a siren
no cops around here, it’s the liberty hood
just some firetrucks when fire strucks and paramedics when it happens all again
would i ever change my dna?
would i ever take the ladder?
can i ever trap my nightmares back to where they came from?
i’m infatuated by these thoughts, it’s the human nature
the forbidden fruit we see and chase to eat everyday
through my lens i see the reign of darkness
fell into a deep sleep where i see my mind
i feel, i feel like that everytime
a reflection of the water, blurried by obscurity
it’s how i feel in maturity
do you ever hallucinate?
oh, i feel it
[bridge]
hold me down, i want to escape
in a way that i’ll never come back
hold me down, hold me down
oh, say you’ll never, ever let me go
many times i feel so…
[outro]
oh, now, it’s the end, a pitch black rainbow i follow
it’s my time
getting close, i see the void downwards an endless tornado of memories
as i feel the wind of the silence against my ear
silenced whispers i can see
hm, this will be the beautiful fall, like a balloon to the sun
i see it all, through the lens of black and white, all grey
the air swooshes directions, leaving me to reflect
always paranoid, feeling the nothing, oh ohhh
i remember my times, darkness of fear
i feel as if i’m trapped inside of a dream
the dream of a nightmare, is it my mind?
before knowing it, i found myself falling to the eternal void
feeling the rush of air on me as i tumble
not knowing where i am i close my eyes
and now, i’ll be covered in the darkness
wake up
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