lirik lagu salty mc - don’t feel the same
(intro)
tell me what you’re thinking
tell me what you’re thinking
tell me what you’re thinking
tell me what you’re thinking
(verse 1: salty mc)
let me tell you all the sh~t i’ve been thinking
p~sshead i don’t open up till i’m drinking
grief comes in waves but this time i’m sinking
knocked off my feet till i’m sure that i’m finished
four years clean i still feel like a fiend
am i dreaming or just lost my mind
cause i feel like i’m back at square one
without popping like five of these pills that i got prescribed
6am wake up i’m screaming in pain
can’t fathom the thought i won’t see you again
aside from myself i’ve got no one to blame
don’t say i’m strong i just mask all the pain
lost and confused why did drew have to die
you knew i’d been clean for a month but i asked for a puff and you happily threw me the pipe
telling my dad that i’m back on the ice
like telling a parent their son has just died
ayy, but i speak the truth i don’t lie
i am not human i dropped here from sp~ce
jump on the train they all look at me strange
anxiety making it hard to relax
life is for living so why am i in pain
i stay true to myself so i’m hard to relate to
you don’t put me on show, just put me on stage
dude looking at these bottles should i empty it
or should i hang myself like my brother did
write a letter to my brother say i know that i’m a f~ck up
and i’m sorry and i love yous i just can’t be here
can’t deal with this life and i’m sorry
all alone in this house when i cry in the laundry
got bullied as a kid and the memories still haunt me
they say i’m on the come up why does it feel like i’m falling down down, down, down
mixing uppers and downers
harder put trust in the people around me
they say they’re here till the end but i doubt it
and i find it so hard to celebrate my birthday week cos that was drew’s funeral in 2019
then in 2022 when my girl left me
friends heard it in my rap so they don’t let me speak
and in melbourne on stage and they’re screaming my name
back to my hotel i’m feeling the same
the moment we share when i’m up on that stage
is really the reason i don’t blow my brains
i’m not perfect don’t call me the best
all of this sesh keeps on burning my chest
pop another vyvanse i feel like i’m flying
spend all the money i make on designer
i feel like i’m dying
f~ck
i just feel like crying
me and my dad ain’t been speaking as much
hope that he knows that i love him as much
as back in the day when he’s all that i had
he’s one in a million, it’s only the facts
i thought i’d never get sober off xanax
but he had my back and he told me i can
i know my people can see i’m in pain
stuck in my ways but i don’t feel the same
i miss daniel so much, having dreams of his face
then i wake up all the visions just fade
surrounded by people i still feel alone
emotional baggage i’m packing a cone
surrounded by smoke i’m about to explode
i can sleep on the day that i croak, f~ck it
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