lirik lagu sabinshii - succubus 2
top bottom psychology is all that resonates
i see a hole i stick it in cause it all feels the same
if im home or if im not, i dont care abt if im safe
she could jump me w her guys as soon i pull up today
all my doctors look at me and tell me to cut back on the drinks
and my smoking is so excessive my eyes are lookinf like they bleed
and maybe it all is getting better objectively
but subjectively every morning i wake up in pain
and these lovergirls wear covergirl
they’re magazine friendly
and maybe she f~cks me good its way better than you think
and she cares about me and cries for me whenever im pain
ans shes nothing like you but that disturbes me more than you’d think
i got a new girl in my bed everytime i wake up
and my friends hype me up f~cking much cause theyre all so soft to touch
and they care abt my body
always want to get me off
and theyre nothing like you
that disturbs me more than i want
tell me you’re leaving one more time
ill leave before you get the chance
i wish for once id have all the f~cking power right in my hands
and i felt this way before
i will not feel this way again
i will never hand over love for another f~cking b~tch
i want a gun in my mouth
i want you to end it like you wanted
like should
like you would
like you tried to
do you remember?
everyday is an ache and i wish it would end
i have so many people who love me
so many f~cking friends
and despite it all i miss someone who only wants me dead
i dont understand this sh~t
i dont understand this sh~t
is this a metaphor deep down for everything i ever seen
and i’m more like my father everyday that i breathe
the empty cans only remind me i’m feeling beat
and this time, i guess this time its way more than physically
who do i call for in moments where the pain is beyond my head?
i will never understand the feeling of wanting your dad
i will never understand how it feels for mom to love you beyond
academics or honestly any dream that makes you look good to them
i want a gun in my mouth
i want you to end it like you wanted
oh like should
like you would
like you tried to
do you remember?
i have so much to say but not enough life left to express
im a mess and im disgusting i’m everything you ever said
ill succumb one day to urges, wind up dead by my hand
you will wind up sayin “this is why i never loved that man.”
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