lirik lagu ryan caraveo - growing pains
[verse 1]
answer the question
why do we have so much trouble connecting?
i have an ideal girl in my head
and how you behaving just doesn’t reflect it
i can’t do cuddles and breakfast
’cause i gotta go finish dozens of records
but, then the second i get on that stage
i wanna go pick a whole another profession
it’s like i’m running from heaven
i took a trip somewhere sunny and pleasant
but, then the second i step off the plane
i wanna fly back in the other direction
maybe because the depression
i just wanted something that wasn’t the present
my brain thinks love is deception
i can’t even feel my own mothers affection
[chorus]
i feel like these growing pains are k!lling me
and i tried but nothings really healing me
fix it, fix it, i’m picking up the pieces
drifting, drifting, i feel like letting
i feel like letting go
[verse 2]
i get annoyed when you look in my eyes
’cause i don’t want you to see what is there
i don’t know if i can trust you so i
pushed you away just to see if you care
if you don’t love me i’m fine on my own
my skin is tougher than diamonds and stones
maybe the reason i make it chaotic
is ’cause when i do it reminds me of home
been chasing an infinite rush
ever since my inner infant was hushed
i even traded the love of my life
for 30 or 45 minutes of l~st
if i don’t risk it and gamble it all
it doesn’t feel like i’m winning enough
i keep on pulling the trigger to prove
to prove, i don’t know, but
it’s tough to admit it
i’ve always felt so ugly and different
i tat up my skin to feel comfortable in it
i never complain i just shut up and get it
aye, i keep on working when ryan needs help
’cause i need this record to fly off the shelf
if i can get all of these people to love me
maybe i can finally try it myself
[chorus]
i feel like these growing pains are k!lling me
and i tried but nothings really healing me
fix it, fix it, i’m picking up the pieces
drifting, drifting, i feel like letting
i feel like letting go
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