lirik lagu ron macias - 21
[part 1]
[intro]
one, two, three, four
okay
[refrain]
i can do anything that i want to do
i can’t do anything i’m supposed to do
i can choose anything that i’m dreaming to
i can’t prove anything that i’m going through
look in the sky & see the reflective moon
look in my eyes & see that it’s ending soon
look in my life & see the man pop balloon
look at the time & see that it’s only noon
i’m bleeding fast, the scars are too fresh
i’m breathing fast, the eyes are a test
i’m making new friends, cannot tell the truth
a slip of the tongue, cannot brush the tooth
the bottle’s my guide, kept inside for plans
will come back to bite, it’s out of my hands
a seven yеar old that lost at a chance
a seven yеar old too big for his pants
[interlude]
take me back
where are we going?
a seven year old too big for his pants
seven, seven
[refrain]
i can do anything that i want to do
i can’t do anything i’m supposed to do
i can choose anything that i’m dreaming to
i can’t prove anything that i’m going through
look in the sky & see the reflective moon
look in my eyes & see that it’s ending soon
look in my life & see the man pop balloon
look at the time & see that it’s only noon
i’m bleeding fast, the scars are too fresh
i’m breathing fast, the eyes are a test
i’m making new friends, cannot tell the truth
a slip of the tongue, cannot brush the tooth
the bottle’s my guide, kept inside for plans
will come back to bite, it’s out of my hands
a seven year old that lost at a chance
a seven year old too big for his pants
[part 2]
[intro]
where were we?
at the seven
mhm
catch my breath
[verse 1]
i can do anything that i want to do
come to find out that what i want cannot be true
behind tinted glass, the colors that come look cool
the euphoric flash, the love hurts, that cum will fuel
that’s you for a flash, i don’t get a pass, a gradient past
the darkness don’t clash, the ego will rash, my ego’s too brash
my brain gives the task, my heart is at lack, i bleed out & crash
i’m writing some raps, i take out a pad, don’t focus on class
i turn to a sellout & get my friend roped in
a life filled with success from my thoughts, i’m hoping
i tried once or twice, the view was nice from boasting
i trade tears for ice, i hate my life, i’m coping
i bought the chain from amazon, the b~tton up shine bright
the horus painted fake gold, the fashion shines with spite
i want to be like you, the only thing i need is likes
i want to impress you, i thought that you’d be in my life
[chorus]
but nothing lasts forever when you’re living life too short
i’m living in the moment & the moment is too forced
n0body see me, n0body be me, n0body else joining my train
n0body knows what’s gotten into me, n0body will learn all my pain
the friends might see right through me, i’m too blind to tell
the end might be here to see if there’s anything in h~ll
a lonely query, a lonely nothing, but something is trapped in this brain
a lonely boy at the age of fourteen that is no longer the same
[interlude]
who?
who said i can do anything?
but myself
it’s hard to tell
[verse 2]
little ronnie in his room chasing tails he never caught
the dark skinned woman gave a chance, it was too raw
what do i do with you? is what i’m seeing true?
some mac is in my tooth, the tinted yellow hue
i thought i’d caught a body but could not finish the sentence
instead i wrote a body of gibberish professions
the albums on the fl, the beats are out of tune
i gotta wait till sister gone, recording in my room
little ronnie growing up, more like aging, don’t know life
the sailor mouth inside of me just doesn’t feel too right
i sit under the tree with my book to catch her eye
but she just wanted me, her hazels making me too blind
chewing tobacco just a shadow thrown & chewed to mist
i hear an echo of a cello, band class members kiss
slowly drifting from a mistress, too in my head to have her
and all my friends, we reach our end, all gone one year later
[chorus]
but nothing lasts forever when you’re living life too short
i’m living in the moment & the moment is too forced
n0body see me, n0body be me, n0body else joining my train
n0body knows what’s gotten into me, n0body will learn all my pain
the friends might see right through me, i’m too blind to tell
the end might be here to see if there’s anything in h~ll
a lonely query, a lonely nothing, but something is trapped in this brain
a lonely boy at the age of fourteen that is no longer the same
[verse 3]
slowly losing connection & i’m too dumb to tell
slowly losing your friendship & i’m sinking in h~ll
i met this girl & we go way back in the chats
and i won’t notice when there is no going back
an insta dm don’t mean the same when you’re not instantly direct
i tell you i try to change, but i’m just trying to be correct
blacked out squares & my first suicide attempt
i lay bare in my curse that i can’t lay to rest
[bridge]
take me to a better place
a better thought sp~ce
you don’t know me anymore
you don’t know me anymore
i knew i quit you
but quitting starts something worse
you don’t know me anymore
you don’t know me anymore
[outro]
you don’t know
you do~
uh, okay
i guess, uh, twenty~one
[part 3]
[intro]
yeah, okay
we’ll jus~
mhm
[verse]
you don’t know me anymore & i can say the same about all
i moisturize in the mirror but always see my flaws
i lose a drive on good routines, wim hof keeps the spirit warm
but then i take a day off, i’m ice cold, now it all feels forced
a debit card & taxes, erase my free time & mobility
a debt to charge & classes for a living i don’t want to see
a writer in a trade school that’s too scared to speak on me
a fighter for just one shoot with no care on if he’ll bleed
i kiss the pillowcase, cuddle my wrist with the shrink wrap
i hug myself when it’s been months since someone’s touched me back
i’m sensitive & push you away, now i need affection
i’m talking to some people online, but not real life, have no protection
i don’t know where i’m going & don’t know where i’ll be
i don’t know what’ll happen next & life’s too hard to see
now i live in a world where my youth will not return
a twenty~one year old where i don’t know what’s next to hurt
[outro]
yeah, whatever, okay
i don’t need to say anymore
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