lirik lagu rob apollo - civics
[verse 1]
i move how i move it is what it is
i pay rent now mom i ain’t no f~cking kid
straight face cause i’m focused baby stop asking me if i’m okay
that do not improve my day
ungrateful for this wife that’s bestowed on me
ungrateful for this life that done fell on me
you can’t distance from your privileges
thas higher power on religion sh~t
i don’t know how to bond with my little siblings
especially on my fathers side
bloomfield babies thas a different tide
private schools education every kid is white
my upbringing west side and some southfield
now it’s farmington, and it’s stl
mix of many placеs made me into self
fit in anywhеre gotta keep it stealth
identity so complex, eat alone at the convent its easier
i need a bag 10 friends and a 370z
sound like heavenly life, where do heavenly be
it’s surely not in the songs in which i bleed
currently that feels more like a purgatory
id tell you that i need to make it but you’ve heard the story
i won’t be rapping at forty
my mother jus married a n~gga with 3 sons
one of them n~ggas is a cop guess i got two new brothers
thats really how i feel i remove covers
gotta keep it true when nova blu hovers
[hook]
i’m nothin if i’m not honest
ima person over anything
pretty but i’m still unpolished
here to give my whole truth unvarnished
in the fire with my ribs exposed
new and old gone remember those
please remember me
if you sing from the heart it don’t have to be in key
[verse 2]
bit off more than i could chew so i guess i gotta keep chewin’
keep it fluid nike swooshin n~gga just do it
stop stealin’ my sauce this my recipe
recently i been letting people get the best of me
i be angry daily, and can’t n0body save me
still don’t trust no men, i be friends wit fems
i seen how n~ggas move, i cannot move like dem
lost a brother over that can’t even talk to him
if you hittin’ women go ahead and dig ditches
whole crew snitching or we bash ya head in
prolly second one never let the feds win
when i had depression it manifested into anger not sadness, i’m a bad b~tch
thought i’d never see molly or annie again after freshman year it’s a blessing that i’m even here
won’t ever forget real friends helped me treat the tears
sometimes new friends realer than the old ones
silent supporters stay longer than the bold ones
i get nervous in person speak it to the wav
i got some sh~t that i been meaning to say
first things first thank u to my n~gga xay
when i was at the bottom and no one was f~cking wit me
you still hit my line like the brother that u been to me since we met thru rors
i’m grateful of course
if it isn’t clear yet at this point in the album me and a lot of my old friends ain’t on good terms
i tried to learn tried to mend tried to pretend sh~t was smoove but it’s obvious that it ain’t meant to be
that don’t erase how much summer 18 meant to me
and summer 17 too
i would not be here if it weren’t for you, i would not be me at all if it weren’t for y’all
apologize for any pain that i’ve caused
bad blood but st. louis gave a transplant
summer 19 in avery’s apartment everyday with kale drinking beer doing absolutely nothing
i learned sometimes the best way to heal is to sit down breathe make songs and keep f~cking
tell my friends i love them cause this time we have is temporary, the future’s always uncertain
don’t wanna live with myself knowing i swallowed words and it was too late to say em after closing of curtains
so thank you andriana for a lot of things plus she designed the wh0re shirts and them hoes sold out
thank you efua for listening to me b~tch and not getting mad about it she don’t never hold out
thank you jonathon for reminding me that i was born to be a star and that i gotta stay on track
thank you mariah for helping me be confident about the way i am how i look and how i act
thank you charlie for being homie and roommate he be cooking potstickers keeps the home in tact
thank you annie for bein there from the start know i love u so much and know that you always send it back
and thank you molly hope you’ll be my wife til ever and if it doesn’t work out i’ll still love you forever
forget my real friends i could never
for my well being y’all be the tether
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