lirik lagu riico - childhood dreams/teenage nightmares
sometimes i look in the mirror and don’t like what i’m staring at
sometimes i look in the mirror and feel judged by the kid staring back
sometimes i look in the mirror and feel like the past is starting at the present like “i can’t believe you did this to me”
sometimes i wonder what happened to the happy little kid who was destined to be
the man who should be here right now instead of the person the mirror sees
is he stuck in a sh-ll fighting with demons that came straight out of h-ll?
or has he officially lost, been captured and thrown in a cell?
is he lost staring up at the sky wondering where it all went wrong?
or is he fighting to get back out to the world where he belongs?
i used to want to be a superhero, going ’round fighting bad guys
but it got real though when i made real ties with those real life bad guys
now i’m staring up at the sky wondering who am i really inside?
am i on the right track to becoming the man i wanted to be?
or have i only gone and set that dream free?
not another dream i failed to follow ’cause a blurry future was all i could see
this weighs heavy on my conscience
sometimes i feel like my problems are after me, maybe even god sent
like he wanted me to fail, sending down angels to trip me and tell me “sorry, god said”
no, i refuse to believe that
there’s a way bigger force holding me back
i know it’s a crazy thing to feel, but what’s holding me back is called free will
the pureness inside me is going bad like meek mill
but i can’t stop myself from doing it, i’ve fallen in love with these thrills
and now i’m feeling like this is how happiness truly feels
i really don’t know where i’m headed
am i going to the tops of the world or am i going straight into a dead end?
sometimes i think of awful things but before they come out i cut the sentence
sometimes i wonder what else i should cut, so i try and fill my heart with a lovely tenant
but i digress
my whole life i’ve been filled with nothing but stress
so i know no other way
stared death in the face so i’m grateful for every single day
and brother, if you’re listening to this please know that i think about you every single time that i pray
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